Piggy year~

Jia's party that night

here are the photos tat I took in Jia's 21st bday party!

they seems stress, isn't they?

this is Michellani and Shamu

the boy that likes to act cool some times...

'man' talk~

Shamu, Edmund, Miche and Reuben

The uncles are hving their time at the other side..

again.. they looks stressed~

look how sweet they smile... ^_^

this is Mr. Gerard w his spaghetti!

Wonderful presence

Today's worship was tremendously awesome!

I was so blessed and touched by the holy spirit and the flow of the songs... I felt refreshed and renewed after the week~ Praise God for the wonderful talented ppl He has created, so wonderful to stand in the alter and enjoy His presence.


May my week be blessed and pray that I will be able to stay focused in His embrace! May He continue to bless me with wisdom and strength to go through all the days...


Amen!

May whoever is reading this be blessed too!!!

Windy night~

I have been doing my small business assignment for days... finally I've completed 60-70% of it and showed it to the lecturer. It's not perfectly done yet, but at least the structured and information are fit in place.

According to the lecturer, my writing is alright, information also quite ok, but jz the structure of the sentences and the organisation of information a bit messy. So, I still got lots of work to do for the weekend to make it more perfect.

Since I've been stucked in assignments for so many days and nights.. I've decided to let myself rest.. jz for tonight! So, im jz lepaking around my blogs.. my fren's blog... jz wanna do anything that I feel like doing at the moment. Assignment.. I will mayb touch a little bit later, if I still got strength.. or tml (got clas and CG at night).. or mayb Saturday (jia got bday party...).. or Sunday (Church... )...


anywy I will definitely do it at last... let me enjoy the windy and cooling night instead of crying while doing my assignment! So, don't ask me about assignment.. or i might kick u.. heheh


Soon, I have to put myself in bed and rest.. to prepare for tml's battle (sigh) Suddenly I realise I really don have much time to make my assignment more perfect.. darn... T_T could I jz stop thinking about it for one second?



Gosh~ don't spoil the windy night mood.. go away... go away....

Read this and u will be entertained!

My cute little Connie sister, had written this blog today where I can't stop laughing... her sea shell story.. go have a peep.. u will never regret!!!! ^O^

My new phone baby~

Photo of my new phone~

I've come to realise that, I did not explain how did I get my free hp..

Well, here comes the story~

Mr. Eric Teng called me up one day and asked me...

"Hey, Eva... remember I owe u a phone?... Do u mind taking in this Z530i phone? Ur phone that time dropped in water right? So since Im a Maybank staff and am using Maxis postpaid..... ... by jz signing up the postpaid package for 2 years, I can get the phone for free...." "...although it's not a 3G phone.. or good camera phone, but jz take it and use it.. ok?"


Isn't he kind???? Yes, he is... =) Do not envy me by having such a good friend... I wont give u his number hihi~

Imagine if u were me, will u say NO? =)

That's exactly the same answer I gave... Of course I WONT! Why not? Since it's free.. right? It's a blessing from God! :P


Oh suddenly I remember that time when my cute little Z520i cant function well, I did pray and ask the Lord to bless me with one new phone... becos I really don have any budget to get one...


NOW.. the prayer is being answered!!!!!! HOoohooooo... praise the Lord.. with all my heart.. praise Him for He has done great things....


God is soooo good!!!!1 God is sooo Good!... God is sooo GooD.. He is sooo Good to Me!




That's the story about how I got a phone as a gift... many ppls have been asking me about how I am able to get one phone for free... and I've been asking ppl to read my blog.. . but I've forgotten to tell the story more in detail... so there goess.. the story!!!!

wait... I forgot to add in this part! Eric actually waited at home for the guy to send over the phone for one whole day and... and.... the most...... super.. duper.... extreme..... extraordinary....... touching part is..........

He purposely drove all the way from puchong......... to send it to me.... in Old Klang Road!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(I think most of u must be so jealous... that hoping u will find one guy like this, too! RIgHT??? Hehe... im selfish.. i still wont give u his number... lalallaal)

Fong Lyn asked me about who's this nice guy, some of u that know me long enough shld know who he is.... =)



May u be blessed too!

Conversation between me and daddy~

AFter my breakfast, I walked past the living room and greet daddy...

Me: Daddy, morning!

Dad: Morning~ Not going out?

Me: Huh? Go where?


Dad: Go where? (with a noty smile on his face)
How would I know? U always got somewhere to go...

Me: Where got? -_-"
Noo... I got assignment to do...

Dad: (immediately) Good girl...

Me: .......




This is my daddy! That few days when he was resting at home, he always take my attendance to class as.. going out!! -_-''' NOt knowing I got class almost everyday till 6pm so poor thing.. all in his mind is... Im always out... ~~~>_<~~~

That was one day I teased him, next time I will bring my whole pc, monitor down and sit beside u while doing my work, so u know that Im AT home and am doing my work...

He jz smile naughtily...


My dad...


So Lovely! Yet, naughty~ *sweat*

ARggggghhhhhhhhhh..........


I CANTTTTTTTTTTt concentrate on my work.................. ever since I received my new phooooonnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeee....................


Hhhhhhoooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww lllllllllllaaaaaarrrrrrrrrr?????????????


momentum..momentum..........commmmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeee baaaaaaaaaccccccccckkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blessed~

Im blessed!

Got my new hp jz now... Sony Ericsson Z530i. ^_^ Although it's not a 3G phone, not powerful camera.. but it's a gift.. that's FREE!! TQ Eric! May u be blessed more abundantly!!! ^O^


^_^ suppose to do my assignment and get it down by tonight.. yet can't stop figuring the phone with functions, etc etc...

eee.. i have to start my work pretty soon~~~ :-P

Time is flying really fast, I have very limited time to complete my small B report before thursday to let the lecturer have a look on my work... in case Im out of the topic.

BUT, worst situation is, I cant concentrate on it... my mind is flying everywhere each second. Different ppl's faces flying in and out my mind that I can't focus at all...

HOW?



Pray... pray.. pray... pray for concentration, pray for no other thoughts that's distracting, pray for more wisdom to have words to type, pray for strength that I can sit and type in longer duration...



Pls say Amen when u r reading this, to help me in my prayer, too!!!!

Thanks!




:'(

I got this from my fren.. interesting..

If you're mad with someone,
and nobody's there to fix the situation...
You fix it.
Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend.
And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late.

If you're in love with somebody,
but that person doesn't know...
Tell him/her...
Maybe today, that person is also in love with you.
And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late.

If you still love a person that you think has forgotten you... tell her/him.
Maybe that person has always loved you.
And if you don't tell her/him today,
tomorrow can be too late.

If you need a hug of a friend...ask her/him for it.
may be she/he needs it more than you do.
And if you don't ask for it today,
tomorrow can be too late.

If you really have friends whom you appreciate...tell them.
Maybe they appreciate you as well.
And if you don't and they leave or go far!

It's always easy to think about it.. but so difficult to do it... As christian, the Lord always ask us to wait on Him... let Him take control of it, instead of us rushing towards it w/o His support and blessings...

So, it seems that not all statement above is applicable.. to me... but I jz wanan post it.. in case u might regret! eheh

Another blessed week!!! :P

Hmm... Praise the Lord, this is another blessed week that I will get to use first sister-in-law (Connie) car for a week...

Her car will be only available for me unil the end of this month, because she has found a new job in GSC accounting dept @ Damansara. But.. BUT... my 2nd sister-in-law (Shelies) gonna deliver her 2nd beloved baby at the end of this month, so she has offered me her car that I can use during her confinement month....


hihi.. aren't I blessed????

U might be asking, so how about the month after.. March and April? Up until the Aug?... argh.. who cares? The Lord will bless me.. He will definitely plan soemthing for me to go college.. ehehhehe


Im happy.. for now... ^O^

Im so... soooooo tire...

Today I had 8 hours of classes. After 8-10am class I had two hours' break, then continously 6 hours back to back classes straight... Gosh, cant believe that I had went through that today!


It was not as bad while I was in the class. Becos God was with me must be.. eheh... but the effect of tireness is taking place now where I almost fall asleep in front of my pc while doing research on the B2B grp asg. =(


Tml, supposingly no class, but... becos our very dear Mr. Alex has to take off for March that we have to 'enjoy' our replacement class for tml. Have to prepare earlier, travel all the way to college, find parking... (super difficult wei...)... and after the class again drive back home...

It is soooooooo.....time consuming.... ='(


The replacement class that stuck in the middle of the day.. like can't really do much on other things becos of that. And the small B asg's due date is very soon to come... Gosh.. i pray i really can finish on time... at this time my brain cells had died more than half and Im kinda like running out of words to type...




Only God can do mirable.. so pls... HELP me!!!!!!


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Hmmmmmm...

Haiz....


Hmm.... what shld I write now?
Hmm.. I have moved my previous blog entries to this current blog... it's good to store all of them in one instead of having two.


My dinner was quite wonderful, as usual there's many dishes to choose and the best is the Sweet Corn soup.. yumm yumm.. I love it so much.. Ken Yew too love it! ^_^

It's so fun to play with him... he is more mature, and able to understand what we are saying to him fully. He repeats watever u say to him... and it's easy to change his focus when he is demanding...


The sweetest part is when he is doing his job- walk up the stairs by himself to call us for meal. Imagine the very small boy, come over to ur doorstep and knock... Ku Jie (this is what he calls me)... Chi Fan (eat meal in mandarin)... ahaha each time when I see him knocking on my older brother's door I could really laugh, becos he seems so tiny when he's standing in front of the huge door... cute wei!!!!


Im still teaching him how to say I Love You to me. Other than the word Love he cant pronounce, I and You is no big deal to him... so... for the word Love he is only able to pronounce......... Ve.... You... so his I love you is always "I..... ve.. You!" Isn't he cute.. ahahhaha


Well, I have been trying to do my small B assignment, the report on the small Business the owner has created but was being interrupted all the time by my own stupid thoughts... Due to this, Im still in the first thousands words typing after few days... Isn't that slow?


Well, I jz could really concentrate. Like what pastor David preached today, we are easily interrupted. When we are praying, reading bible or doing devotion; chances of us loosing focus is so high. End up we might be doing other things instead of what we were doing earlier...

That's very true! It especially applicable to me. Or else, I would have finished my assignment so so soso so so early ago!



Haiz.. I need to pray more for my concentration on my study!


Btw, today's worship was good!!! Praise the Lord that it went realyl smooth although we have no practice at all but jz sing and play it spontaneously. I enjoy the worship so much, eventhough most of the time my mic was not functioning well... but the most important thing is the heart that served!! I rushed home after the service to do assignment instead of going for Cathy's opera play. I think the purpose had been defeated... @_@


Tml we'll have 7 hrs class again... but thank God on Tue we will get to rest and do our work at home... Praise God!

Cher Wei and Jonathan Ramayah's big day!

Congrats to Mr. and Mrs Jonathan Ramayah for their big day... =)

It was a romantic and lovely wedding, especially when Jonathan was singing her in to the sanctuary. ^_^

Praise God that they have 'Finally found someone!' and have now become husband and wife, in sharing their life, happiness, joy, LOVE, etc all together!

May God continue to bless them as they are now forming their new family. I guess this will be a day where Ps. Lai Fan and David would nv forget, when their older son has now become a husband and leader of his own family.

When I look at them, I always think, what a lovely and sweet couple! God is so amazing and lovely, where he put two great ppls together.. in glorifying His name.


It reminds me, He did bless me with one too... But without honourning Him and obeying His word, we had not only taking Him for granted but worst still, He had been neglected most of the time...


STill, He is faithful and just... by blessing me in many other ways. He is always there, not only when I was going through the tough times, but every other time. Whatever I prayed for, I've seen them beeing answered. He might not answer me directly and personally. But, by His own timing, my cry has been answered by His action!!!


He is a Doer, not a Sayer... What a wonderful God He is, who love me much more than I love Him.

I'm thankful for what I have today. I did not get all my desired situation fulfilled, but I know that's the best for me... He is good, and He know what's the best for me!

THe great plan that has well-planned way before I born is waiting for me... In HIs timing I will see them all!

Do u still remember how to love?

Lost weight????

Wear this new spaghetti top this morning.. and realise... ei... certain fat seems to be gone...

It's becos of the mirror? (cannot be cos I've been looking at the same mirror everyday everytime...)

It could be the top? The cutting and design has well-shaped my line?
lol... anyway Im happy to see this of course... =P I strongly believe most of the girls would have the same reaction as me... hehe...

At the other hand, I know myself. Im the balloon body type where can loss and gain back rapidly.. so pray that this shape will not be enlarge again but... at least maintain on the shape... ^_^

My little 3 months niece, Cloey

eheh... I have taken some photos of my cute little niece, Cloey when I was in Yima's house on Tuesday...

"uhhh... what's this weird stuff that focusing on me???"

"Oh... piao yi is trying to snap my photos..."

"Darren kor kor and me... don tickle.. ahahha... don tickle..."

"Popo...I need some rest... posing is tiring to me"

"ok.. give piao yi a wide huge smile so she would be happy and not asking for more poses... hihi"

Shaiks.... after viewing all these photos.. I've come to realise... I was NOT in any of the photos with Cloey..... :'( darn... I have forgotten myself... oh.. this is so sad.... how could I???




Ish... I will make another trip down when Im more free... Oh, CNY coming right? Yima they all definitely will visit my house, so I need not go down.. huhu... okok next time I must be in the photo... @_@

Another hectic day!!!!!

Schedule of the day~

8-10am B2B class
Go library do mkt research tutorial and lunch~ (Suppose to.. but end up lepaking with the gang in Silva until 12pm... were chatting talking nonsense with Kelly who joined us soon after we reach...)
12-2pm Mkt REsearch
3-4pm Ad grp discussion
Suppose to have grp discussion too, but I was so sleepy and tired that could not really concentrate in thinking of what company shld we do.. end up lepaking in Oasis...
4-6pm Advertising
6pm....
GO HOme!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Was tempted by the gang's plan to go for steamboat in Sunway... so, eventually I give in to the temptation and did not prioritise the time for my small B assignment.

By the way, it was a great experience as I've nv went out of subang area with the gang before... (cos I anti social always nv join them... @_@ my bad.. i know) We were feasting and talking and snaping photos like we've jz graduated and celebrating our graduation lol... The food provided was quite variety, but the soup did not really meet our expectation. Even so, the other table -the 5 guys 2 gals' table, Jason, Shiury, Michael, Vince and POi Yeong, Ziling and Wai Yee subsequently were feasting like there's no tml lol... it's quite scary to see the way they whack the food especially the portion they took to pour into the soup. ahah

We reached at about 6.30pm and some of us left at about 8pm since we were so bloated and there's nothing much for us to do there instead of watching the guys eating. So we chose to leave early so that we could start doing some of our assignment...




Night Small B report... have to start typing.. O Lord!!!!! T_T

God bless me for strength to stay awake and fresh for all the classes.. @_@

What im doing today~

Today's schedule...

1pm Leave house
2pm Advertising Class
4pm Class end
Straight down to Klang... Yima's house
5.15pm BUMP into Philip Tan (upon his request lol)
Dinner at Old Town Kopitiam @ Klang Parade

Thanks for his kindness to treat me the meal... ^_^ God will definitely bless him back more abundantly yay... Amen! (so can belanja me the next time too lol.... ahhaahh )

6.30pm Fonteyn Academy- interview Evonne jie jie my cousin
8pm Leave Klang and head towards Church- Bible Study!
10pm++ Go home.. class 8am another day.... T_T I hate early class.. haiz

Great Day!

Im so lazy to write anything today... no one knows the reason.. even me... I guess laziness could be the only word that best descrip it.

Today I have 7 hrs class that lasted from 8 in the morning till 6 evening with 3 hrs break in between. The first class, small B I was not feeling that well. I was sneezing non stop in the class although I did not actually feel that cold. That was quite scary I almost though Im falling sick again.

After that class, I went to canteen and had my early lunch alone at 10am. =P It seems a little too early for lunch but no choice I have another class at 12-2pm, so that's the only time I can have my meal. Due to the cold, I chose to order Yi Mee soup to at least warm up my body a little bit. It did help as I stop sneezing after the noodle soup. ^_^ Having my hot noodle soup along with my super Expresso ice was such an enjoyable moment eheh...

After that I went to library.. to study my later on quiz... carrying more than 3 text books walking to library isn't something fun but no choice. By bringing them along with my class wll be more effective for me to refer to when lecturers are teaching. So, bear with it lor... since Im a final year student (lol)... have to sacrifice more so that I will not wasted my time in college.

Overall Im happy today for all the classes as I was able to understand and concentrate as well. Even though at the very last hour of class I was still awake and fresh! That's a very good news to me as normally my stamina will run low after few hours of lectures... Furthermore, it was really fun to hang out with my fellow classmates. I did not have that kinda experience for so long after my foundation course... That kinda enjoyable class where u will study and hve fun together during clas and break with classmates, making funs... making funny jokes...

Im glad that im able to enjoy it once more before I graduate, at my 2nd last sem in Inti College. Well, I guess this would be that kinda memory that I will definitely miss after graduating... Anyway I jz enjoy this point of time where time and schedule are packed and feeling occupied... cool!!!


Went out for a short drink with clayts, eric and adrian around my house area at about 11pm. Mervyn and daddy were like "what? So late still go out? What time u gonna come back???" It's good to know that they cares but at the same time I jz felt a bit uneasy to answer them the question....

Eric drove us to the Kuchai Lama Ming Tian, as none of us can decide any place. Clayts and Eric share one bottle of Heneiken, me healhty orange juice and Adrian ordered the lime with sour prune... later on they ordered 10 sticks of satay and I wanted some bite of fried oyster. That's all the food we had over there... Being bore and nothing much to talk about Eric started finding things to tease Adrian and then Clayts. Also, we played the 'see who can put the fingers longest in the ice water' game and all the sudden Eric suggested to play Truth or Dare. He looked at me and said, 'Eva, truth or dare?" That was like a bomb to me as I've seen the Hong Kong show about the game, which is quite daring and open. So, I Dare NOT play it... end up... Eric didn't really have any question to ask Adrian lol... so the game went like a super boring game as no one actually has any question to ask each other... It didn't even go one round as I did not dare to play it. Eric tried his best to ask Adrian a Q where everyone had known the answer long time ago ahah.. When comes to Adrian's turn to ask Clayts question, he actually ask Clayts a question that link to himself but never to Clayts lol... Well, as u can see we were that bored at that time and there's where the game ended.. Reach back home at 12am.. that's my yamcha night with them, whom I did not get to hang out with for long time... @_@

p/s: lol eventually I actually wrote that long...

Something for u to ponder~

The Starfish

An old man was walking along the
beach, when he came upon a part of the
sand where thousands of starfish had
washed ashore. A little further down
the beach he saw a young woman, who
was picking up the starfish one at a
time and tossing them back into the

ocean. "Oh you silly girl," he

exclaimed. "You can't possibly save
all of these starfish. There's too
many." The woman smiled and said, "I
know. But I can save this one, " and
she tossed another into the
ocean, "and this one", toss, "and this
one..."

6th Jan 2007 show~

I didn't get the time to put up my previous show's photos... here comes...

Location : Bukit Jalil PUtra Stadium
Time: 1pm onwards end approximately 3 something


This is one of the very first photo I took on the venue rehearsal day, one day before the real show. This is one of the famous local chinese singer- Kuang Liang. Well I do not know his english name so no need to bother lar lol... Siti Norhaliza was there also but I was there late therefore only get to listen to KUang LIang's sound check his last song but didn get to see Siti.

This is me and Amy with the Roman costume for the opening song. It's a ballroom dance...

This is my ballroom dance partner- Isaac.

This is our group photo,8 pairs of Roman prince and princess eheh. Well of course not everyone is looking as the photographer didn inform us when to look at the camera.

Still, not everyone is looking but like only me ahah

This is Aaron and his partner for the dance, Felicia. Poser sial lol

I will never let go the chance to pose for sure.... Me and Kenn looks good too!

I suggested to take something like this lol...

Compare the two photos above, you'll realise the first one is obviously blur than the second one although the last one did not seem to be perfectly cleared too. After this show I've come to realise that Ah Fai has a serious desease- unstable hands. ahah...


Well that's all for the photos and costumes. There's one nice costume i did not get to show you because all of us were bz changing costume after the opening song and no one actually remember to take a photo of it. Keep it to next time then.. mayb after Aug. After I graduate I'll definitely grab all the show as I can to earn more money to buy my own car.. Hoo Hoo...


Jz can't wait to graduate~~~~~

Lots more concentration needed!

I have been studying my B2B test since yesterday… but the process seems to be a little slow.

Reason being that my stamina has been running low that I could not study continuously long hour. Furthermore, there is some distracting thoughts keep interrupting my momentum… All I want is to focus and study, but I jz can’t…

Darn… feeling a little bit lethargic even though Im cleared what I shld and shld not do at this moment…

Huray!!!!!

Praise the Lord!!!

Finally I've gotten a particular interviewee that I could be able to interview for my small Business individual assignment!

Not knowing who to approach, not knowing what field and what kinda company I shld focus on, I have wasted my precious two weeks time for my assignment. While I was thinking and worrying of how to conduct an interview asap that could be the best for me, my cousin sister Evonne Ch'ng came to my mind...

That would be good for me, if I would be able to interview her. As relatives, that will be much easier for me to do further followup regarding my report. Isn't God good?


God is so good... time and location are confirmed that next Tue morning I would be able to interview my cousin sister and soon I would have part of my assignment done... HooHoo...


Thank God in all His glory!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Daddy is back~

After 3 nights, finally daddy is home! ^_^

It's so good to see him around at home instead of wearing the patient rope and lying on the patient bed. That was a struggle for me to see him in the hospital ward.


3 days of staying in the cold room, eating porridge everyday and listening to the side bed patient's snore were never a pleasant experience with the cost of RM7950...

Thank God.. finally he is back home.. the home sweet home! Im sure he miss mummy's home cooking very much although he frown when he sees steam fish that he used to eat in the hospital lol... Well well.. he has the right to order any dish that he wants to eat and mummy will jz gonna make it tml. =)

Im definitely sure that mummy would more than willing to do that rather than seeing him lying on the white bed. POor mummy has been sleeping in the hospital as many days as daddy did. The first night she got the 'sunburn' chair that ppl put at the side of the pool, but the next and the third day they were running out of the supply and mummy had to sleep on the floor with sleeping beg of course for two nights...


Oh well... thank God again for healing daddy and also showing my family how important it is to treasure the time we have at home... I'm sure after this each day at home will be a different experience for all of us!

A painful night

Before leaving hospital yesterday, a slight headache has started to bother me... In addition, mummy started to nag about me not going for the 4-6pm advertising class.

It's not that I wanna skip class for purpose, but my body is so exhausted and could not even stay fresh and listen to the lecture with a clear mind... what's the point of sitting in the class and could not absorb at all? I was feeling so unwell.. yet she jz couldn't understand my reason and started digging out history (which I hate the most)..

Got back to my room, wash my face and I went straight to my bed to take a nap. Alarm rang at 6pm and I realised my migrain did not get well. In fact, it got worst. Refuse to take pill straight, I went back to sleep and hopefully it will recover when I got up...


The next time I got awaken due to the pain, I realise I got no choice but to take the pill. It seems to be a little too late, the pain was killing me and I could not do anything in helping it. As the pill will not take effect immediately, I tried splashing water on my face and showering my head with cold water, hoping that it will help in reducing the pain. My body was so warm, and I started to feel like throwing out. "Oh no, not again..." This is not the first time that happened to me, feel like vomitting and eventually throw out due to the pain of the migrain. It was so killing when the pain was attacking, yet there's no way of helping but to wait until the pill takes effect. After throwing out several times, in fact ther'es nothing much in my stomach to be thrown out, and I started to feel stomach upset.


Gosh, what a tragedy that after vomitting I got diarrhea straight away. Feeling so weak that I almost black out on the toilet bowl...

Finally I 'crawed' back to my bed... and slept off till this morning 8am.


Thank God that Im fully recovered by all the above scary scenes... and get to have a fresh mind this morning... ^_^

1st ever pc re-formatting

Yay... Im proudly announcing that I've successfully re-formatted my own pc for the very first time in my life.. ahah

OK... it's not that hard after all.. I always thought it's like the most tedious pc procedure for me... but God has proved to me that I am another level higher now lol..

Im NOT boasting ok? It's not.. and Im not.. @_@

ok... that's all I wanna say.. hihi

Daddy~

Daddy is admitted to hospital...

After knowing him for 25 years... this is the first ever time seeing him lying on the patient bed... what a heartbreaking experience.

Although it's jz a small operation, looking at him lying on the bed instead of seeing him walking around at home reminds me that daddy is no longer that young...

Gosh...


Driving away from GlenEagles Hospital, my heart is filled with sorrow. I can't forget his expression when we were leaving the ward... he looked at us.. trying hard to wave to us... Oh Lord, I wanna have my dad forever with me until the day I stop breathing... can that be my prayer?


He was smiling like small kids when I arrived, as if I've brought the best thing ever for him. Touching his face, holding his hand... I jz wish I would be able to be with him...


His love towards me is almost same as the Lord Jesus has for me. Daddy loves me even when I was a small little naughty devil and causing problems to everyone around me... his love towards me is unmeasuarable.. unconditional... when the world give up on me.. he is always the one perservering not to let go of me...


So many times, I've failed him... but his love has never perished... so many troubles I've made that affected his r/ship with mummy... still.. he pressed on...


Oh Lord, You are so wonderful. You gave me a wonderful father on earth that love me unconditionally... The only one thing that would make my life perfect, is the salvation of my family. I'm still waiting for that day... Lord, remember that You've promised me. "One got saved, the whole family will get saved!"


The death of my neighbour has reminded me, how long have I not praying for my family's salvation. When was the last time I mention about them in my prayer? When was the last time I've ever mention the word Salvation? Who was the last one I prayed for???


..................It's all about myself.................. what a selfish creature!


NO one in this world, would sacrifise as much as my dad..
NO one in this workd, would loves me as much as my dad...
No one in this world, would forgive me as fast as my dad...
NO one in thsi world, would ever give me the most comforting 'sayang' on my head...


SO, Lord.. pls keep him healthy, safe, joyful.. lovely... and lastly, pls invite him into Your Kingdom... AMEN!!!!

Old Wounds~

Do you have a hole in your heart?


Perhaps the wound is old.. and you're angry.
Or perhaps the wound is fresh... and you're hurt.

Part of you is broken, and the other part is bitter.
Part of you wants to cry, and part of you wants to fight.
The tears you cry are hot because they come from your heart, and there is a fire burning in your heart.
It's the fire of anger. It's blazing. It's consuming.
It's fames leap up under a steaming pot of revenge.


And you are left with a decision:"Do I put the fire out or heat it up? Dp I get over it or get even? Do I release it or resent it? If so, ask youserlf: Is it working? Has your hatred done you any good? Has your resentment brought you any relief, any peace? Has it granted you any joy?


Allow the hole in your heart to heal...

Max Lucado, The Devotional Bible

STUDY GUIDES
MATT 18:23-35

• Decribe the struggle between releasing or resenting someone after they've hurt you.

• explain how it benefits us to show mercy to others

• Why do u think God puts such a priority on our willingness to show mercy?

• How shld God's mercy to us impact the way we treat others?

• IN your own words, define judgment w/o mercy.

• What most often stands in the way of our showing mercy?

• What does showing mercy bring into our lives?

• To whom do I need to show mercy? How?
  

My day!

Slept at 2am this morning (was doing my B2B work), woke up 7am for 9am's class...


Went to college, class 9-11am B2B and 12-1pm ADvertising...

Had lunch alone in canteen (cos others all missing in mission) with my favourite Ice Expresso and economy meehoon. Chin Eugene came and dropped by and stand around while I was having last few mouth of my dish...

Went to advertising class, as usual, I m always the earliest where there's no one else in the classroom. Not even the lecturer... @_@

OH yeah, all my hard work about the report on the three companies did not get to be used in my B2B class... so.. shall I still do other reports in the coming classes? WEll, I have to.. i guess ther's no other choices... Ms Kumari said, work hard.. or drop the subject... -_-"


After 1pm's class, went to Oasis and chill awhile... with the Peach and Orange McFlurry and free Fries (S) that I bought from McD with Ai Mei...

Oasis was packed as the CF committee suppose to have a meeting over there... Iggy and others were playing table tennis and others were sitting down quietly and waiting for the meeting to be held...

Suppose to go movie with ADrian, clayts, jia they all.. Adrian asked me as the first person when he had planned for the outing. I happily accept and forgot about the venue rehearsal that suppose to have for tml's show in Bukit Jalil PUtra STadium. Well, as u know I did not went for movie eventually...


Feeling so tire and sleepy after all... that's why am I falling alseep in front of my pc so many times jz now...


tml will be another long day for me. 11am have to be in the stadium with make up to run the last rehearsal with others. Although the openning will only start at 2pm, but jz in case we might not have enough time to put on make up so I have to ensure that my make up can last until the whole show end at 6pm plus...


Then, I am suppose to rush over to church for NGC meeting for the month... Hmm... hopefully I would not be too smelly to kill others lol...

Something is wrong~

There must be something that's not functioning very well in me..

Why am I eating so much today???????


Can the stress on the study caused this uncontrollable appetite? I wonder that statement make any sense...

Gosh, there goes all my hard work. The coming show tml all the audiences would be able to see one super big tummy penguin dancing on the stage, clumsy and ugly... T_T


ARgh.. someone pls help me! You can pray for me... or stop me when u see me eating non stop... You effort will be much appreciated...


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Why must I love the Lord?

Deu 6:4-5
"Hear, O Israel: The LORD Our God, the LORD is one! You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your might."


*we have to change ourselves, do not jz wait on the Lord without taking any self action!!!

Reasons why we must love the Lord:

1. The most Reasonable thing to do
- He is our wonderful Creator
- we are wonderfully and fearfully made by Him
- have the ability to do things that other creatures can't do

We were created in His likeness and greatness... With all sorts of emotion and feelings implant in us, so we are able to laugh, cry, angry, smile, run, jump, sit, eat, etc... Isn't He wonderful?

2. The most Profitable thing to do
- ... Seek Me, and you shall find Me...
- Do not find someone (partner) to be satisfied, but be satisfied before you find your life time partner. So, you can share your satisfaction with the other one...

Well, this is the point where I really have to get myself to learn. As human, we tend to search for someone who can satisfy our needs and wants, who's character can fit best to ours... When time goes by, we will come to notice that the person can no longer meet the requirement that we are looking for. Reason is because, human is not perfect.. no one can ever give us whatever we want.. but only the Lord Jesus Christ. Thus, we have to learn how to fully rely on God and able to seek and ask HIm to fulfil us before getting into any relationship. Then, we will be able to share the joy and unconditional love with our love ones... What a good lesson to me!

3. The most Visible thing to do
- Others must learned that we love the Lord above everything.. that He is the centre of our joy, the source of strength that we can rely on, the One who loves us even before we were born... etc


Open our hearts, and open our ears that we would be able to see and hear Your guidance and able to appreciate all the blessings that You've given to us. And let us be a blessing to You, too!

Nag...

It's jz a small matter?

Must it be replaced by the exaggerate kinda nagging?



Sigh~

College is starting~

There goes my two months holidays...

I can't believe that tml I will be having all the classes from 8am-4pm with jz one hour break from 1-2pm... There's possibility that I might be having class only on Mon, Wed and Fri if I'm not taking up Business STragety (I don really think I would like that subject). I do not know whether that is a good situation for me or not, as far as I know myself, not having full week class may not be a good thing for me as I would have the holiday mood for the whole sem.

Well, come what may... as long as the Lord is with me I can do all things...

I really have to believe that!!!

Hmm.. to think of it, if Im taking my technique (latin dance) class every monday and wednesday I would be so exhausted after the whole day of full classes in college and continue on the night for latin ...



Well well well... I guess I would not die definitely for that... lol

Dear Lord, be with me my whole final year.. for I wanna glorify Your name by doing well in my studies.. help me not to be lazy... not to be too playful that I would screw up my cert....




AMEN!!!!!

Teatime STories for Women

Linda Evans Sheperd
Refrehment and Inspiration to warm your heart

This is the book that I'm reading currently, a Christmas present from Connie.

I can't spend my whole day reading it but only reading it before my bed time. Too bad that no matter how awake and fresh I was, I will get sleepy really fast whenever I read on my bed.

That's also the reason why Im taking such a long time to read it.


Basically it's a book that compiled by Linda Evans Shepherd, with all the different stories wrote by ladies.

Chapters:

1. Living Your Dream
2. Encouragement
3. Family
4. Romance
5. Forgiveness
6. Children
7. Friendship
8. Laughter
9. Grief
10. Wisdom
11. Overcoming

Ladies, if you love reading and are looking for a book that's encouraging... Consider this!

I'm currently only at the first chap but I can assure you, it worth owning one...

Cheers

For His Kingdom's Sake- Ps David Ramayah & Ps Lai Fan

Another year has gone by and a new one beckons. Yes, totally NEW!

God brought the animals before Adam to see what he would name them. And all that Adam called them, they were. Likewise, God brings before us 365 days and what we decide with them they will be.

In our making of resolutions, may we go beyond ourselves and think "KINGDOM". Feelings for anything comes as a result of our thinking. If you think of your favorite food, you have strange feelings. If you think of an enemy, it produces negative feelings. If you think of your sin, it produces a feeling of remorse. If you think "KINGDOM", it CHALLENGES us to go beyond earthly accumulation and give us a burden to do more this coming year, in terms of eternal value.

Time is rushing away from our grasp. "Redeem the time, for the days are evil."

The theme for the coming year is as it was in this year –

"YOUR KINGDOM COME"