WHY don't we pray?

The highest privilege ever afforded to man is the power of prayer...
The right to talk to the highest potentate in all the universe...
The most powerful force accessible to man is the potential of prayer...
The greatest longing in the heart of God is to talk to His children...

Nothing is impossible to those who pray...
No man ever fainted or faltered who gave himself to prayer...
Every sin is forgiven, every stain is washed clean, all guilt diminished to
the man who prays...

Hell moves farther away, satan flees from the man who prays...
Anointing will come, mountains will be moved, valleys made smooth, rivers
made crossable, the inaccessible made accessible, the impossible made
possible, dreams come through to the man who prays...


God said that men ought always to pray...

Paul encouraged prayer without ceasing...

The riches of heaven are open to those who pray in His name...


Everyone can pray, the young, the old, the rich, the poor, the strong, the
weak, the child, the aged, the sinner, the prisoner, in any nation, in any
language, all can pray...




...then why don't we pray?




WHY?

How to stop persistent night time cough?

My church member forwarded this to our e-bulletin... Why not give it a try if you have found no ways in stopping it. Share with me if it truly works once you try on...

Try this method if you have persistent cough esp at night!


It works 100% of the time although the scientists at the Canada Research council (who discovered it) aren't sure why.

To stop nighttime coughing in a child (or adult as we found out personally), put Vicks Vaporub generously on the bottom of the feet at bedtime, then cover with socks. Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in about 5 minutes and stay stopped for many, many hours of relief.

Works 100% of the time and is more effective in children than even very strong prescription cough medicines. In addition it is extremely soothing and comforting and they will sleep soundly.

It was a surprising finding and found to be more effective than prescribed medicines for children at bedtime, in addition to have a soothing and calming effect on sick children who then went on to sleep soundly.

An adult friend tried it on herself when she had a very deep constant and persistent cough a few weeks ago and it worked 100%! She said that it felt like a warm blanket had enveloped her, coughing stopped in a few minutes and believe me, this was a deep, ( incredibly annoying!) every few seconds uncontrollable cough, and she slept cough-free for hours every night that she used it.

So, if you have kids/grandchildren, pass it on. If you end up sick, try yourself and you will be absolutely amazed.

A story for you to laugh on...

A peasant was overseeing his herd of animals in the last family farm in Singapore when suddenly a brand-new BMW advanced out of a dust cloud towards him. The driver, a young man in a Brioni suit, Gucci shoes, Ray Ban sunglasses and YSL tie, leans out the window and asks the peasant, "If I tell you exactly how many sows and piglets you have in your herd, Will you give me a piglet?" The peasant looks at the man, obviously a yuppie, then looks at his peacefully grazing herd and calmly answers, Sure, Why not?"

The yuppie parks his car, whips out his Dell notebook computer, connects it to his RAZR V3 cell phone, and surfs to a NASA page on the Internet, where he calls up a GPS satellite to get an exact fix on his location which he then feeds to another NASA satellite that scans the area in an ultra-high-resolution photo.

The young man then opens the digital photo in Adobe Photoshop and exports it to an image processing facility in Hamburg, Germany. Within seconds, he receives an email on his Palm Pilot that the image has been processed and the data stored. He then accesses a MS-SQL database through an ODBC connected Excel spreadsheet with email on his Blackberry and, after a few minutes, receives a response.
Finally, he prints out a full-color, 150-page report on his hi-tech, miniaturized HP LaserJet printer and finally turns to the peasant and says, "You have exactly 986 pigs and piglets."

"That's right. Well, I guess you can take one of my piglets," says the peasant.
He watches the young man select one of the animals and looks on amused as the young man stuffs it into the trunk of his car.

Then the peasant says to the young man, "Hey, if I can tell you exactly what your business is, will you give me back my piglet?"
The young man thinks about it for a second and then says, "Okay, why not?"
"You're a MP for the PAP", says the peasant.
"Wow! That's correct," says the yuppie, "but how did you guess that?"

"No guessing required." answered the peasant "You showed up here even though nobody called you; you want to get paid inspite of your million dollar salary for an answer I already knew, to a question I never asked. You tried to show me how much smarter than me you are; and you don't know a thing about pigs...this is a herd of goats. . . .
Now give me back my dog."

Hearing God

Another story that I've found from my old mails... take as short as 2 mins to read on... ^^

The young man had lost his job and didn't know which way to turn. So he went to see the old preacher. Pacing about the preacher's study, the young man ranted about his problem. Finally he clenched his fist and shouted, "I've begged God to say something to help me. Tell me, Preacher, why doesn't God answer?" The old preacher, who sat across the room, spoke something in reply -- something so hushed it was indistinguishable. The young man stepped across the room. "What did you say?" he asked. The preacher repeated himself, but again in a tone as soft as a whisper. So the young man moved closer until he was leaning on the preacher's chair. "Sorry," he said. "I still didn't hear you." With their heads bent together, the old preacher spoke once more. "God sometimes whispers," he said, "so we will move closer to hear Him." This time the young man heard and he understood.

We all want God's voice to thunder through the air with the answer to our problem. But God's is the still, small voice. . . the gentle whisper.

Dear Beloved, perhaps there's a reason. Nothing draws human focus quite like a whisper. God's whisper means, that sometime we must stop our ranting and move closer to Him, until our head is bent together with His. And then, as we listen, We will find own answer. Better still, We can find ourself closer to God.

Test: How Sexy are you?

Eva: I got this game from my mail... try to give yourself a test and let me know your score ok? You will know mine at the end of the game... ^^

GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-10

(NO CHEATING)

SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.

1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?
a) Dark
b) Light

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:
a) Go to a party?
b) Go out to eat?

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:
a) Baby-Pink
b) Yellow
c) Baby-Blue
d) Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY OUT OF:
a) Surfing
b) Skate-Boarding
c) Skiing

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?
a) Louie Vuitton
b) coach
c) against all odds

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?
a) Hawaii
b) London
c) Florida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:
a) The Beach?
b) Somewhere Cooler?

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a) January
b) February
c) March
d) April
e) May
f) June
g) July
h) August
I) September
j) October
k) November
l) December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
a) Chill at home
b) Go out with friends

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF:
a) Guitar
b) Bass guitar
c) Drums
d) The Triangle

**ANSWERS**

1. a- dark = sexy [5 points]
b- light = sweet [2 points]

2. a- go to a party = playful [2 points]
b- go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3. a- baby-pink = cute [2]
b- yellow = loud [3]
c- baby-blue = cool [5]
d- turquoise = sexy [5]

4. a- surfing = active [2]
b- skateboarding = determined [2]
c- skiing = daring [5]

5. a- Louie Vuitton = tasteful[7]
b- coach = laid back[2]
c- against all odds = stylish[5]

6. a- hawaii = you like being around people [2]
b- London = You are quiet, and like the cold [2]
c- Florida = You like to party! [5]

7. a- beach = tan, likes the sun [5]
b- somewhere cooler = pale and original[2]

8. a- January = popular [5]
b- February = lovely [2]
c- March = loud [2]
d- April = playful [5]
e- May = happy [5]
f- June = chills a lot[5]
g- July = smooth [2]
h- August = fun [5]
i- September = quiet [2]
j- October = out-going [2]
k- November = pimpin' it [5]
l- December = warm [2]

9. a- home = quiet, romantic [5]
b- go out with friends = crazy [5]

10. a- guitar = eye-catching [5]
b- bass-guitar = mellow [2]
c- Drums = loud [2] d- Triangle = crazy [5]

11. This person will fall in love with you!

SCORES!!!!

UP TO 20 = Not so Sexy
21-35 = Rather sexy
36+ = Too Sexy for this Test!!!!

eva: Ok, I do not know how.. but i scored 40... for some macha that saying me not romantic, flirty enough, sexy or what so ever... Please open your eyes BIG BIG... lol

It's not that i am not... but just not showing to you guys... ahhahh

7%

Here's a forwarded mail from my Church, Grace Church e-Bulletin. It's a short and meaningful stories for us to ponder about how we, human tend to me selfish and greedy. I hope you enjoy it as I do...

A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said, " Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like."



The Lord led the holy man to two doors. He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in.



In the middle of the room was a large round table. In the middle of the table was a large pot of stew, which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth water. The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared to be famished. They were holding spoons with very long handles that were strapped to their arms and each found it possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful. But because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get the spoons back into their mouths. The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering .



The Lord said, " You have seen Hell."


They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same as the first one. There was the large round table with the large pot of stew which made the holy man's mouth water. The people were equipped with the same long-handled spoons, but here the people were well nourished and plump, laughing and talking.




The holy man said, "I don't understand."


"It is simple," said the Lord " It requires but one skill. You see they have learned to feed each other, while the greedy think only of themselves."



When Jesus died on the cross, he was thinking of you. It's estimated 93% won't forward this. If you are one of the 7% who will, forward this with the title 7%

My Resignation

I guess I shall post this up instead of explaining it one by one to my friends...


I have resigned from my previous company - Fitness Innovations. My last day of work was 30th November, last Friday.

Reason:-
NOT because...

• I hate that company
• I hate my colleagues
  
• I have any fight or argument with anyone

But because...

• I can't sit still in the office for 8 hours, it's killing me for doing pc work from 9am - 6pm
• I can do paper work and administrative work.. but not taking it as my main job
• I do enjoy designing artwork and flyers.. but again sitting still is killing me.
• working 6 days (Saturdays have to stay till 2pm), which means I will have only less time with myself, family and friends..

In conclusion, even though I do miss my colleagues, bosses.. the company. I can't sustain my motivation to work any longer... it's kinda boring to me to stay full time in office.



For my personality and character, I like talking to people, like scouting and observe around with new stuff. I can't work for money sake, can't take money blindly yet not performing, can't lie to myself saying I will get over it.. it's unfair to both myself and the company.


So, after some times of consideration, I have decided to resign even though i have not found any new job yet. I am not a risk taker for sure... but, I can only go for interview after my resignation because my company is small, it's impossible for me to get leave for no reason (even it's unpaid leave also). Also, I find it unfair for the company if I started looking for job before I resign... it's about loyalty... to me.


Thank God for giving me shows in December to cover my expenses in January. The talent that He has given me in performing would be able to at least sustain my living for the next month.

So my plan is, sending resume out this month while i am doing my performance. At the same time thinking of what kind of job scope I am looking for that would suits me better. I do not want to work for the sake of money. No point dragging my leg to work each morning and mourn about my work. No point. I want to enjoy my work.. love my job... that's the reason why I resigned last week too.


I have gone for an interview.. no news yet. Really hope to get into fashion industry, however, it's never easy.. I know.


Well, since my plan is never good enough.. let's see what's God's ^^



All right... I shall fixed myself before getting into another new job too.


That's all for now... Night!


p/s: Fitness Innovations does have good fitness learning courses.. Do consider and visit Fit Website for more information yeah... or you shall contact me.. I still able to provide information for you...^^

HOT NEWS!!

Ignatius Charles...


an Old friend of mine...




I thought he might turn to gayism one day...











not because he is dark, but because of his uncle-look and lameness.










However... the little dark boy finally has grown up....

















and....






He is now...

















a BIG boy...










p/s: Don't throw shoe to me.. I am jz trying to protect his secret lol...












Sleep tight... don't wonder too long what secret i know ok?



Ciao




^O^

Why Women Cry

Beautiful story that everyone should read.. especially Man...

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."


Tell this to every man, so he can understand!

Isn't this a beautiful story that gives me a great reason and explanation that I easily tear? (I would use tearing instead of crying because, I tear.. does not mean I am crying.. lol)


I love the way 'Why woman cry' is presented.

.Lovely.

Junction

I find myself standing at a junction.

There are way too many directions, where do I stand?

Where should I head to?



So many things floating in my mind. I am loosing my focus.


This sentence that taught by Uncle Joshua in the Master Builder (bible study) class is still clear in my mind- Do not make any decision if you can't. Many times in my life I tend to decide base on my own human strength and wisdom simply because I am impatient in waiting for an answer.

It's proven in that kind of situation, I normally make the worst and stupidest decision.

True enough, Do not make any if you can't one.


In our daily lives, there are thousands and millions and billions of decisions and choices we have to make. Picking the right and best one is doubtfulness the hardest things to do, some times.


My faith tend to fluctuate at times.
Thankfully, Holy Spirit will turn me back to the right road each time.



So here I pray...
Lord, You know what's best for me... and You know best what and what not to do. Now I commit myself into Your hands, and pray for Your grace and mercy in leading me through the junction where I am standing now. Show me Your way, that I will not go into the wrong path again. Grant me Your wisdom, strength, love, peace and mercy for my daily lives. Walk ahead of me to lead me, behind me to push me and around me to protect me. I put myself in Your hand, and please take control of the situation.

Your plan, is always the best plan.
Your way, is always the best way.

Show me Your way and Your plan... so I will be able to follow Your steps.

In Your mighty and most beautiful name I pray, Amen!


Another day has passed. It's time to prepare myself for another day again.



Time for devotion and bed.



night!

It's been days..

that I did not update my blog.


No reason.


Maybe because my emotion and thoughts were messy, I can't put them into words...


Hmm... anyway life is still good. God is still working in my life. I see His blessings, love, grace, mercy and patience towards me.

Each time I fall, He catches me...
When I am down, He lifts me up...
When I am in doubt, He confirms me with His mighty flow of plan...


What a good God.



So, I have learned to not make any decision, when I can't...


Trust all in the Lord, and lean not on my own understanding.

He is mighty enough to settle everything that I can't.




Almighty God.



Faithful and Just.




Can't stop loving Him.

It is Never easy...

to stand strong when things started to suppress on you because physically, you are not strong enough...
It is never easy too, to keep your head high all day long as you will tend to be tired...
It is even tougher to sing praises and dance around when your emotion is so down as you are filled with emotions...
It is never easy... to keep your energy high up on the mountain.. as you have limited strength in a day.



Never Easy...


That's why I need God...

... to back, support, embrace, push me from the back, lead in front of me... and also to grant me strength, wisdom, favour, love, peace and joy to go through each day!



I will dry up... if I stop growing in the Lord...



So, Eva Sam shall continue to stand strong... and rely on God in any situation...





Not easy.. but AMEN!

LOST

Where do I stand?
What am I doing?
Where's my focus?



Lost... in words and thoughts...

My prayer of the day

Lord, I need Your Mercy.. grant me strength so I would continue to walk with You.. and shine for You.


It may not be easy as challenges and trials do come every days, minutes and seconds. Therefore, I ask of Your protection over me, to carry on with Your work.


Bless others as You've been blessed me.
Take care of my loved ones... as You've love me before I was formed in my mother's womb.
Strengthen me, so I would not be defeated by the enemy.
Use me... as Your tools, with Love, Peace and Joy.

STAY F.O.C.U.S

Stay focus...
Look forward...
Stay alert, with no wanders...

It seems good...
in the mist...
It is good as it seems?


Well... all I can do is..




STAY F.O.C.U.S

Get Fit Slim Down or Muscle Up

Tada........ here goes my finalised flyers for the workshop... gosh I have amended it for more than ten times.. Here it is.. I don wanna amend anymore...



All right!!!!!!!! I am happy, yeay.. hope we can send it out for printing soon!


ciao... back to work

Thursday...

Have not really update for.. dono how many days.. I lost count. Or actually in fact just one day? I've no idea.


Raya is coming, that does not create any excitement for me. ahha... However, going for my Church youth camp- BOMBs Away does make me looking forward for the weekend. So I will be away from Sunday to next Tue (My unpaid leave is approved.. woohooo). That also means that Friday I would have to complete what I should before leaving back to home. Thank God no Cell Group this week that I will not have to miss anything. I don't mind staying little longer to get my job done, anyhow that's my responsibility. Staying longer in office does not create any bad feeling for me, the only thing I would feel bad and sad when it comes to thinking of the longer I stay in office the shorter time I would have for my family and myself. Just that!


Many many marketing activities are coming up. I am basically busy calling up Magazines of their quotations to advertise our company brand and upcoming new courses and workshop we are having. The Get Fit Slim Down & Muscle UP (GFSD/MU) ads that I upload the previous post is one of the workshop we are currently hotly promoting. However, due to some feedbacks that we got after distributing it, I am amending some part of the flyers again. Not a big deal ahah... I am getting familiar and used to Illustrator now, Thank God!!


Well, I am actually using my lunch time break to update this post. I can't normally do this because I am sitting in the same room as my three other Directors if you have read my earlier posts. Now they are having B.O.Directors meeting so I have a little free time to promote my product (GFSD/MU promotion) ehhe...


Let me explain a little bit more about what GFSD / MU is about. Many ppls notice of the importance of exercising, they are executing it. However, they did not see the result. So, what we are providing here is a 3 day's workshop to let you understand the right way to exercise and how you should do it. It is definitely NOT a slimming program where you will see the result after the workshop. NO WAY!!! You will have to practice what we are providing you and keep practicing it after the workshop... then, you will definitely have a long lasting result to get into the body shape you are hoping for and most importantly, being Healthy!


Hence, if you are health conscious and noticing there's no outcome after your exercises, you should come and join us the three day workshop to learn more about your fitness. Or, if you want to have a better looking body shape, yet got no idea how to earn that... we are here to assist you. ^^
Bring a friend of yours together to join the workshop, we are offering a 50% discount for both of you. NO Joke ok? ^^


All right, that's all for now... I will update the flyers later once it is completely done.


Ciao.

5th week, 1st day of work...

... I am getting used to it.


I was kinda stress out and tension this morning while driving to office. I was experiencing Blue Monday I would say. However, it was not as bad as I expected. Because the Lord was with me... I had no any second to have any side thoughts other than my work...



I was rushing P&G's poster design of a Corporate Wellness programme - Get Fit Challenge that we are organising, busy amending it through Illustrator (which I am no good in it) according to the client's requirement.

Later on, the earlier Get Fit Slim Down and Muscle Up poster that I designed was wrongly printed and I have to amend the Illustrator file again...(T_T at some point I feel like crying for the complicated function it carries).



Men's Health came in to collect the Artwork of advertisement we are going to place on Nov and I have to burn the Illustrator file into CD.


After all the rushing moment, Edmund from printing company came in to get the Advertising and Teaching Manual for printing and again, I have to double check the artwork is corrected done and add on amendment accordingly. This section took me really a long time because of the amount of materials we have to print and etc.


Yeah, it sounds like I am doing lots of lots of art designing work. YES! In fact, my job requires lots of artwork designing due to the newness of Fitness Innovations (M) Sdn. Bhd. in the Fitness (Facilitation) Industry. To date, we have got no competitor because this is a newly created industry. BUT, lots of marketing activities have to be carried out to make our company brand known.


After all, when I noticed of the time.. it was already 6.30pm plus. However, I did not accomplish some other of my work... so I continue to work on.



Next moment when I look up to the clock, it was 7.15pm. I started packing.. and say good bye to all my Directors (Yes they were still in the office at that time, the only person left sharp was our Receptionist) ^^



Jam.. jam.. jam...



I guess I reached home around 8.30pm, dinner... bla blabla...



Do some pc setting work and updating B.O.M.B's Away '07 campers' list (I am in charge of registration).... and checking how to set up my Microsoft Outlook 2007 more efficiently. Eventually I started writing this post... and there comes the time- 12.22am


Gosh... have not showered.. I better go wash and sleep...



Tml is another day to fight on.


*Smile*

A half day off

After my previous post, I better update you guys to avoid misunderstanding.


Actually it was not as bad as I mentioned, but due to the stress and tiredness I had that day I may pictured it as though it was really that bad. Having problem and stress at work isn't anything new to any working adults.


After all I was tired I could say.



ok, that's all for the update from my previous post.


I appreciate all the kind msg and encouragement left by some of you... that's really lovely!





These days, I have been having eye itchiness and dryness. This morning it became worst. So I asked my Directors (three of them) permission for me to go in later after my visit to the clinic. My request was granted. Went in office at about 11am, I did not feel any better... the headache that came along while I woke up this morning worsen my condition.

I could have asked and taken MC, but I know today office will have so many ppls coming in for visit that they need ppl to be there that's why I still went.. hoping I could stay till after work.

In fact, I couldn't. My eyes could hardly open, I feel the sourness when I open my laptop. My head was painful as though it was going to explored. I wanted to concentrate to get my Artwork done today, which is very urgent. BUT, I couldn't.


12.15pm I could not stand the dizziness, feel-like-vomiting, the pain and etc I asked of a day off. Without hesitation, my Directors asked me to go home and rest. I asked of the artwork that I suppose to do today, one of the director said we will talk about it only tml, so.. today I am suppose to.... REST. Colleague too asked me to stop thinking about work and rest well.



So I reached home 2pm, slept all the way. I could not get off my bed. I do not know what's the reason of my exhaustion today. No fever, no soar throat, no flu, no cold, no nothing.. just eye irritation and headache. I keep sleeping and sleeping and sleeping, dreaming and sleeping and dreaming and sleeping... until 7 plus...


I think I had enough rest today... Soon have to rest for me to fight on tml. I pray and hope that my eyes will feel better and I will have full strength to perform better. In addition, my Director asked me to stay longer tml.. to get my work done. 'Definitely... sure!!!' I shall not take things for granted. I am blessed today to get a half day rest.. so I will work harder tml.


Aey, the Marketing Manager from our sister branch Fit Thailand will be in KL tonight. He will be with us from tml till Friday to teach me whatever I have to learn.



So, gambate!!!!

A little upset

First day of the forth week of my work, I feel a little upset.



I have been trying my best... to achieve what I have to.


I tried my best not to be late for work.. and not to leave immediately when the clock touch 6pm. Not that I wanna be a freak or trying to show something, but I feel that working should be fun and not suppose to be a 9-6pm thingy. Finishing what I suppose to and getting my work done is more important than anything. So, other than Revolution meeting and Coffee with Pastor (my church's bible study) or dance rehearsal, I don't normally key in the '6pm-must-leave-office' kinda behaviour. Being in the office from 8 plus to 7 plus and above have been happening ever since I started working till today.



Today, I so wanted to leave at 6pm.. due to the pressure I had. I wanted, but I can't. Because I did not complete my work. My work load is ever increasing, my responsibility is ever piling up....

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I think I still need time to adapt to working life. Tiredness due to my busy schedule has caught me up... and my lacking of sleep and rest had attacked me today by twisting whatever words my Director said to me.


I am drying up... because I am slowly being pulled away by my work and the little free time I wanna give myself.. and shut God behind everything. I know I would have been stronger if I am still holding strong in my daily devotion.


I did not...



That's my fault, no one I should blame.


I need to be restored, by the Lord God Almighty. Not anyone else, nor myself.



Working longer hours, is not the way to sustain my ever working life. I have to balance my family, work, God, Church and my own time.


Or I may dry up one day and die...


Keep me in prayer, I do not wanna die spiritually...


may the Lord bless you too in all you do!


Amen!