some updates

wow.. it's been 2 weeks from the day i started working

Not that my work is really soooo busy but I do not really have time to blog during work (today is the first time). Other than me not blogging during work time, i was lazy to update my blog when I use my pc at home too.

No one no nothing I should blame on, I am just lazy la.


Well, this job seems to be better than I expected. Not the money.. but the satisfaction and freedom I get... as well as the company culture.


It's hard to explain this time. Honestly I do not have much fancy words to describe as compared to my previous company. But, I am liking it.


At least, I do NOT have to pay for parking. That save quite some cash from my little allowance.


My job at work, basically like... calling prospects, proposing items... taking order... ensure we have enough stock, checking artwork on logo printing... ensure the goods on delivery... some times do some packaging to help other colleagues.. etc.


Not a very management work... but I seems to enjoy more than sitting down just in front of computer and doing all sorts of paper work. I guess that is because of my hands-on characteristic. I rather used my hands to help others.. talk to others... calling clients and understanding what they really need... walking up and down in my office (my company owns a 5 storey building, I am sitting alone on the 4th floor, accounts and store 3rd floor, conference room and boss room 2nd floor... that's the reason why I get to walk alot in and out.. up and down ahahha) searching for goods... talking to colleagues... mingle a little here and there.. lol


It's not like a international company, it's not a westenise, organised company. But, warmth enough.


Seeing myself learning day by day... I am happy... and...


satisfy.




Praise God for His great plan, He does know what's best for me... at least at this point of time.


For sure!!



May you be blessed, just like I always do.



Amen!

Worries NOT

So... what should i write on the very first day of the year??


Slept at 4am last night after watching my taiwan drama (I wanted to complete the episodes before I start my new destiny tml), woke up 10am this morning... I do not feel much of a difference of the new year that has started...

my room is still messy as before..






my hair has not grown any longer...





My commitment is still there waiting for me...




My dancing has not gotten any better...




I have not seen any difference in myself yet... from crossing the year 2007 to 2008.




However, I can't jump to the conclusion as this is only the very first day of the NEW year.


I KNOW I will have my breakthrough... as Christ is with me.



I KNOW this year is going to be a good year for me... as HE is my Jehovah Jireh (Provider).




I am going to be a better person.. as HE would change me and heal my brokenness.





I AM going to have a prosper year as He is already there waiting to bless me.





Jesus has, is and will bless me.





Even though my heart is sorrow now seeing my parents getting older, I know He is good.. He is real and is been faithful to me.


Salvation of my family is yet to come... I pray that it will come any sooner...





As for myself, I am starting my new job tomorrow. I do not know what's going to happen and how will it be like, but Im thankful for God granting me a second chance to develop my career.

Was telling Uncle Joshua (one of the leader in my church, he is also sorts of my 1/2 father who cares a lot about me) about me getting the new job and he reminded me of what he had prophesied before. He told me that it will not be my permanent job when I told him about Fitness Innovations. I was a little angry at that time when he said that statement with full of confidence. I am not a job hopper, I do not wanna be one too. And I started that job with full of excitement (bear with me that was my first ever official job), his statement was like a big bowl of COLD water that splash on my face, I felt discouraged.

Today, when I put all the puzzles together, I see a proper picture...



'God had HIS purpose and plan for me...'


Things will surely fall into place according to His beautiful plan at HIS perfect timing for me.



Worries NOT.



Mayb this is what GOD is telling me of my new year.




Worries NOT.




But wait with faith...


just as He has faithfully answered my prayer of getting and starting a new job by Jan.








Worries NOT...



wait on the Almighty Awesome God!





I pray that you would have a blessed year too~



Amen!

New destiny...

Well well... after all my prayers and sweat worrying that I will not be able to get a job asap to sustain my living (show's money will come normally after 1 month of the performance) especially my car instalment, God has faithfully answered my prayer.... guess what?


Yeah, I got an job offer today.

Went an interview 10am this morning with CTW, a gift design and manufacturing company providing B2B services to the clients located at Sentul Bouleverd business centre.


My job position? You will never be able to guess it...


I am going to be a sales person this time!!! Sounds rediculous, right?


Yes I have been argueing and denying that I will never wanna be a sales person because I hate pushing sales and meeting targets. However, the interview session this morning provided me lots of insights on the job description and responsibilities. That interview secured my doubts on being a sales person. I have peace listening and observing what kind of working environment it might be if I would to take up the challenge.


She promised to give me the answer by Friday so I would start work from the beginning of Jan if the mother, who is incharged of HR agree on it. However, later the evening she called and granted me the offer.


God is soooo good... so faithful in everything He is to bless.


Even though the basic pay is so much lower than my previous job, I guess the job scope fits me more... I suppose.



so... in one day.. my mood of job hunting turned from anxious to stable.


I shall not mentioned more about it until I am both legs in the job.


So lovely peeps... be patient I will update more of it sooner (I hope lol..)




May God bless you with a wonderful year end and another prosper New Year to come. Amen!!!!

Melilea show again

Some of the girls have written on the Melilea show as well.. go pay a visit if you free to know what kinda FUN we had for the loooong hour preparation for the one day show yeah...


click on I-Lynn's blog, Stephanie CHU, Sze-Lynn (Z-Lynn) as well as our Princess Estella's (Winnie Thye) site to know more...


Have FUN reading!!

In reply to our Princess Estella

This is what our Princess Estella had written on her blog... since MySpace does not allowed non-members to leave any comment.. I am going to reply her through here... This is what she has written...

In reply to my dancers’ blogs...
Current mood: surprised

Today I managed to read some of my dancers' blog regarding the show we did last Sunday 16th Dec. I was pleasantly surprised at what they had to say. I would have thot that after a gruelling 2 full weeks of rehearsals and 2 sessions of 7-hour venue rehearsals at a stuffy, 'unair-coned' stadium would put them off these kinds of show for life! But I was wrong, pleasantly wrong...for what I understood from their posts...they were hooked!! Eva even asked me for more shows like this one!!! Goodness Gracious...

I suspect that there is a greater power at play this time that has somehow made all the hardwork, sweat, sufferring and pain go away. This greater power lies in the name of friendship and passion. I saw a great many true friendships forged amongst my dancers in this two weeks that they have been rehearsing together. Also I think they have discovered the passion and joy of performing what I would call a 'mini-musical'...for this time they were not there just to dance and produce steps after steps after steps...this time the steps were easy...anyone could have done it... but I think they enjoyed the acting part and to be part of the storytelling of the show. May not be much compared to full fledge musicals, but it is something different for them.

I was truly touched after I read their posts. For it's been a long long time since I've know enthusiasm and passion from dancers in general. This group is considered very very infant in their career as a pro dancer...some of them might not even last...but I take it personally, that at least this time there is a spark of passion, there is dedication and there is enthusiasm. I am truly proud of them and I hope that time in the industry will not dampen this spark, for it has done so in many of our dancers.

Yes Dear Princess, there was some supernatural power happening around us. The Friendship, and the Love we have for one another. We did not really have any sweat on our rehearsals, only the last two days' venue in Bukit Jalil. Furthermore, it was not torturing or suffering or anything.. because I felt so relax during the rehearsal. Other than the steps are easy... I shall say this out...'it's also because you enjoy the fun together with us unlike some of the previous ones...' Remember the day after I show them the freeze and all the sudden we all got down on the floor together to do crazy yoga post... stretching and etc? That pull you one BIG step closer to us. ^^ Also, I love the first rehearsal where you got all of us sit down together in telling the story line.

You mentioned the word different... Yes.. this time the rehearsal, story line, acting, and show is really different for us. We had not sat down together to listen of the whole story before... we had not done any stun before during rehearsal... we had not have any acting musical before... we had not feel so relax before for any show...

The main reason where we enjoy so much of the rehearsal is also because of... People. We have fun so much together.. because we treat one another as true friend. No politic, no jealousy, no nothing.. but just the same passion... performing.. and having fun at the same time.

I am surprised to see you blog about what we've written too... I thought you know how much we love and miss the time we had. ^^

It is really FUN... and I miss that badly... you might not noticed.. but I do notice that you have changed so much... I love your changed especially the fact that you take me as a friend instead of another one of your dancer.

Hope to see you soon.. our Princess Estella.. we will fight the 'Snake' and save you the next time eheh...

Hugggz...

Melilea Show photos

Hey hey lovely people..


I have uploaded the Melilea show photos on my multiply site... go check out our FUN... ^^

Again, it's been days...

I did not update my blog...

My mind is been messy... other than the hectic last week of everyday rehearsals for the last Sunday's Melilea show @ Bukit Jalil Putra Stadium... I am busy too, looking for a new job.


Going to rehearsals... come back home.. check emails.. picking up calls arranging interview sessions... arranging dancer for some shows... etc etc etd...



My brain was quite in a mess...



I-Lynn is been chasing me for a new update on my blog.. yeah I should record these new sweeties in my post before I forgot about the fun and joy that I had with them.

The dancers list for the 16th Dec Melilea Show include two main characters-Jason (Sir Valent), Winnie Thye (Princess Estella), Male dancers - Aaron Khor, Eddie Chan, V-Selm (zai zai), Calvin (AhXiang), Alan (Ai Ren) and Female dancers - See Ngar, Stephanie CHU, Sze Lynn, I-Lynn, Hui Qing, Jo-Z and me.



In total, we had 7 days rehearsal (app. 21 hours) and two venue rehearsal at Putra Stadiun (app. 12 hours) and one full day of the real show day (10.30am - 8.30pm) on 16th Dec 2007. It sounds like a very hectic and crazy long hours practice for the less than few hours show, however, the process was really fun because this show include more acting than dancing. So basically we were laughing, joking, jumping, cut whiling, learning some funny stuns, talking nonsense and etc...


Friendship generated through the long hours of hanging out together, even though some of us first met at the rehearsal. Lots of laughter and funny times where I could not record them down one by one here... all I can remember is, there were so much fun!!


As the two days venue rehearsal were from 8pm till about 2am, some gals stayed over night in my small little room. ^^ That's was the time where we have crappy jokes and laughs...

In terms of age differences, they are just like 17-18 years old... but because of our passion for performance and dance, there were no age gap at all. Maybe because I am playful in nature some times I was the one leading them in doing some funny and crazy stuff to spare our long waiting time.


Yesterday we went out again, not only because we missed the fun we had together so much.. partly also due to the request of our lady boss Winnie Tai asking us to watch Peter Choo (one of the famous event dance choreographer in Performance industry)'s Christmas roadshow in Mid Valley to learn more on the experience dancers' face expression and how well they could capture the audience's attention.



As we were craving for both sushi and the show Enchanted for so long (we did plan a couple of times but failed to execute it due to time factor), so all the fun plan was nicely packly plan in accomplishing it in one day (meet in Mid Valley for 50% Sushi King, 4.40pm for Enchanted then 8pm for the Christmas dance performance). Finally, we got to carry the plan out nicely w/o any hindrances coming along our way. We took lots of fun photos too while walking around mid valley. In fact we did not do any shopping, our focus were very much on Sushi, Enchanted, Photo taking, then watch the dance. lol. Definitely, laughters and jokes never stop while we were hanging out... we just can't bear to say goodbye to one another, as we know we might not have the next chance to enjoy together again (some going to college soon, I might start working soon once I got one... one going on cruise for his singing career for 10 days, etc etc)...



Time is so precious, it never stops... good moment come and go... photo become the only thing that could hold our memory together... sad~ I so miss the rehearsals time for the Melilea show that I could have fun with the dancers. It's the first time where I could enjoy the rehearsal and show soooooo much. Beautiful memories... If only all the coming shows I could work with the same group of dancers and same fun spirit would be great, but that's quite impossible.


At the mean time, I am thinking what kinda job will best fit me due to my extreme extrovert characteristic. Talked to daddy over the phone just now because i am feeling really lost in all the job hunting. I do not wanna pick any because I am desperately needing a job. In addition, I do not want to pick a wrong one and in return become a job hopper. That's not my style... I want to take my job as a fun thing in doing each day... it's quite impossible to get those kinda job.. i believe many would say the same to me.


I have been following one of my dancer friend V-selm (zai zai) for his singing show for two days and was asked to perform few songs on stage. I felt so happy singing on stage... it feels the same as though I am doing my dance performance too. Didn't understand how much I love stage performances until I sang on the stage last night. However, I know clearly I can't take performing as my permanent career.. I have my commitment where I have to clear each month, I need a stable job.. singing and dancing could be taken only as a part time recreation for me.




So... please pray for me.. I need a direction in knowing what line I should go into and what job best fit me...


Thanks and that's all for today's long post...




Be Blessed!!!!

Why would bad things happen if God does exist?

Eva: Many do ask 'If God is real and He does exist, why would HE let so much of pain, suffer and bad things happening around the world, and especially to us, His creature?'
Let's read on the following story, it would best explain the reason of those pain and suffer.

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: 'I don't believe that God exists.'


'Why do you say that?' asked the customer. 'Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children?


If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things.' The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he
didn't want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.


Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt. The customer turned back and entered the
barber shop again and he said to the barber: 'You know what? Barbers do not exist.'

'How can you say that?' asked the surprised barber.
'I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!'
'No!' the customer exclaimed.
'Barbers don't exist because If they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside.'

'Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's what happens when people do not come to me.'
'Exactly!' affirmed the customer.
'That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world.'

Eva: So... when you are in pain, call upon His name. He is jz there at the corner waiting with wide open arms to embrace us...

WHY don't we pray?

The highest privilege ever afforded to man is the power of prayer...
The right to talk to the highest potentate in all the universe...
The most powerful force accessible to man is the potential of prayer...
The greatest longing in the heart of God is to talk to His children...

Nothing is impossible to those who pray...
No man ever fainted or faltered who gave himself to prayer...
Every sin is forgiven, every stain is washed clean, all guilt diminished to
the man who prays...

Hell moves farther away, satan flees from the man who prays...
Anointing will come, mountains will be moved, valleys made smooth, rivers
made crossable, the inaccessible made accessible, the impossible made
possible, dreams come through to the man who prays...


God said that men ought always to pray...

Paul encouraged prayer without ceasing...

The riches of heaven are open to those who pray in His name...


Everyone can pray, the young, the old, the rich, the poor, the strong, the
weak, the child, the aged, the sinner, the prisoner, in any nation, in any
language, all can pray...




...then why don't we pray?




WHY?

How to stop persistent night time cough?

My church member forwarded this to our e-bulletin... Why not give it a try if you have found no ways in stopping it. Share with me if it truly works once you try on...

Try this method if you have persistent cough esp at night!


It works 100% of the time although the scientists at the Canada Research council (who discovered it) aren't sure why.

To stop nighttime coughing in a child (or adult as we found out personally), put Vicks Vaporub generously on the bottom of the feet at bedtime, then cover with socks. Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in about 5 minutes and stay stopped for many, many hours of relief.

Works 100% of the time and is more effective in children than even very strong prescription cough medicines. In addition it is extremely soothing and comforting and they will sleep soundly.

It was a surprising finding and found to be more effective than prescribed medicines for children at bedtime, in addition to have a soothing and calming effect on sick children who then went on to sleep soundly.

An adult friend tried it on herself when she had a very deep constant and persistent cough a few weeks ago and it worked 100%! She said that it felt like a warm blanket had enveloped her, coughing stopped in a few minutes and believe me, this was a deep, ( incredibly annoying!) every few seconds uncontrollable cough, and she slept cough-free for hours every night that she used it.

So, if you have kids/grandchildren, pass it on. If you end up sick, try yourself and you will be absolutely amazed.

A story for you to laugh on...

A peasant was overseeing his herd of animals in the last family farm in Singapore when suddenly a brand-new BMW advanced out of a dust cloud towards him. The driver, a young man in a Brioni suit, Gucci shoes, Ray Ban sunglasses and YSL tie, leans out the window and asks the peasant, "If I tell you exactly how many sows and piglets you have in your herd, Will you give me a piglet?" The peasant looks at the man, obviously a yuppie, then looks at his peacefully grazing herd and calmly answers, Sure, Why not?"

The yuppie parks his car, whips out his Dell notebook computer, connects it to his RAZR V3 cell phone, and surfs to a NASA page on the Internet, where he calls up a GPS satellite to get an exact fix on his location which he then feeds to another NASA satellite that scans the area in an ultra-high-resolution photo.

The young man then opens the digital photo in Adobe Photoshop and exports it to an image processing facility in Hamburg, Germany. Within seconds, he receives an email on his Palm Pilot that the image has been processed and the data stored. He then accesses a MS-SQL database through an ODBC connected Excel spreadsheet with email on his Blackberry and, after a few minutes, receives a response.
Finally, he prints out a full-color, 150-page report on his hi-tech, miniaturized HP LaserJet printer and finally turns to the peasant and says, "You have exactly 986 pigs and piglets."

"That's right. Well, I guess you can take one of my piglets," says the peasant.
He watches the young man select one of the animals and looks on amused as the young man stuffs it into the trunk of his car.

Then the peasant says to the young man, "Hey, if I can tell you exactly what your business is, will you give me back my piglet?"
The young man thinks about it for a second and then says, "Okay, why not?"
"You're a MP for the PAP", says the peasant.
"Wow! That's correct," says the yuppie, "but how did you guess that?"

"No guessing required." answered the peasant "You showed up here even though nobody called you; you want to get paid inspite of your million dollar salary for an answer I already knew, to a question I never asked. You tried to show me how much smarter than me you are; and you don't know a thing about pigs...this is a herd of goats. . . .
Now give me back my dog."

Hearing God

Another story that I've found from my old mails... take as short as 2 mins to read on... ^^

The young man had lost his job and didn't know which way to turn. So he went to see the old preacher. Pacing about the preacher's study, the young man ranted about his problem. Finally he clenched his fist and shouted, "I've begged God to say something to help me. Tell me, Preacher, why doesn't God answer?" The old preacher, who sat across the room, spoke something in reply -- something so hushed it was indistinguishable. The young man stepped across the room. "What did you say?" he asked. The preacher repeated himself, but again in a tone as soft as a whisper. So the young man moved closer until he was leaning on the preacher's chair. "Sorry," he said. "I still didn't hear you." With their heads bent together, the old preacher spoke once more. "God sometimes whispers," he said, "so we will move closer to hear Him." This time the young man heard and he understood.

We all want God's voice to thunder through the air with the answer to our problem. But God's is the still, small voice. . . the gentle whisper.

Dear Beloved, perhaps there's a reason. Nothing draws human focus quite like a whisper. God's whisper means, that sometime we must stop our ranting and move closer to Him, until our head is bent together with His. And then, as we listen, We will find own answer. Better still, We can find ourself closer to God.

Test: How Sexy are you?

Eva: I got this game from my mail... try to give yourself a test and let me know your score ok? You will know mine at the end of the game... ^^

GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-10

(NO CHEATING)

SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.

1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?
a) Dark
b) Light

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:
a) Go to a party?
b) Go out to eat?

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:
a) Baby-Pink
b) Yellow
c) Baby-Blue
d) Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY OUT OF:
a) Surfing
b) Skate-Boarding
c) Skiing

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?
a) Louie Vuitton
b) coach
c) against all odds

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?
a) Hawaii
b) London
c) Florida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:
a) The Beach?
b) Somewhere Cooler?

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a) January
b) February
c) March
d) April
e) May
f) June
g) July
h) August
I) September
j) October
k) November
l) December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
a) Chill at home
b) Go out with friends

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF:
a) Guitar
b) Bass guitar
c) Drums
d) The Triangle

**ANSWERS**

1. a- dark = sexy [5 points]
b- light = sweet [2 points]

2. a- go to a party = playful [2 points]
b- go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3. a- baby-pink = cute [2]
b- yellow = loud [3]
c- baby-blue = cool [5]
d- turquoise = sexy [5]

4. a- surfing = active [2]
b- skateboarding = determined [2]
c- skiing = daring [5]

5. a- Louie Vuitton = tasteful[7]
b- coach = laid back[2]
c- against all odds = stylish[5]

6. a- hawaii = you like being around people [2]
b- London = You are quiet, and like the cold [2]
c- Florida = You like to party! [5]

7. a- beach = tan, likes the sun [5]
b- somewhere cooler = pale and original[2]

8. a- January = popular [5]
b- February = lovely [2]
c- March = loud [2]
d- April = playful [5]
e- May = happy [5]
f- June = chills a lot[5]
g- July = smooth [2]
h- August = fun [5]
i- September = quiet [2]
j- October = out-going [2]
k- November = pimpin' it [5]
l- December = warm [2]

9. a- home = quiet, romantic [5]
b- go out with friends = crazy [5]

10. a- guitar = eye-catching [5]
b- bass-guitar = mellow [2]
c- Drums = loud [2] d- Triangle = crazy [5]

11. This person will fall in love with you!

SCORES!!!!

UP TO 20 = Not so Sexy
21-35 = Rather sexy
36+ = Too Sexy for this Test!!!!

eva: Ok, I do not know how.. but i scored 40... for some macha that saying me not romantic, flirty enough, sexy or what so ever... Please open your eyes BIG BIG... lol

It's not that i am not... but just not showing to you guys... ahhahh

7%

Here's a forwarded mail from my Church, Grace Church e-Bulletin. It's a short and meaningful stories for us to ponder about how we, human tend to me selfish and greedy. I hope you enjoy it as I do...

A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said, " Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like."



The Lord led the holy man to two doors. He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in.



In the middle of the room was a large round table. In the middle of the table was a large pot of stew, which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth water. The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared to be famished. They were holding spoons with very long handles that were strapped to their arms and each found it possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful. But because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get the spoons back into their mouths. The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering .



The Lord said, " You have seen Hell."


They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same as the first one. There was the large round table with the large pot of stew which made the holy man's mouth water. The people were equipped with the same long-handled spoons, but here the people were well nourished and plump, laughing and talking.




The holy man said, "I don't understand."


"It is simple," said the Lord " It requires but one skill. You see they have learned to feed each other, while the greedy think only of themselves."



When Jesus died on the cross, he was thinking of you. It's estimated 93% won't forward this. If you are one of the 7% who will, forward this with the title 7%

My Resignation

I guess I shall post this up instead of explaining it one by one to my friends...


I have resigned from my previous company - Fitness Innovations. My last day of work was 30th November, last Friday.

Reason:-
NOT because...

• I hate that company
• I hate my colleagues
  
• I have any fight or argument with anyone

But because...

• I can't sit still in the office for 8 hours, it's killing me for doing pc work from 9am - 6pm
• I can do paper work and administrative work.. but not taking it as my main job
• I do enjoy designing artwork and flyers.. but again sitting still is killing me.
• working 6 days (Saturdays have to stay till 2pm), which means I will have only less time with myself, family and friends..

In conclusion, even though I do miss my colleagues, bosses.. the company. I can't sustain my motivation to work any longer... it's kinda boring to me to stay full time in office.



For my personality and character, I like talking to people, like scouting and observe around with new stuff. I can't work for money sake, can't take money blindly yet not performing, can't lie to myself saying I will get over it.. it's unfair to both myself and the company.


So, after some times of consideration, I have decided to resign even though i have not found any new job yet. I am not a risk taker for sure... but, I can only go for interview after my resignation because my company is small, it's impossible for me to get leave for no reason (even it's unpaid leave also). Also, I find it unfair for the company if I started looking for job before I resign... it's about loyalty... to me.


Thank God for giving me shows in December to cover my expenses in January. The talent that He has given me in performing would be able to at least sustain my living for the next month.

So my plan is, sending resume out this month while i am doing my performance. At the same time thinking of what kind of job scope I am looking for that would suits me better. I do not want to work for the sake of money. No point dragging my leg to work each morning and mourn about my work. No point. I want to enjoy my work.. love my job... that's the reason why I resigned last week too.


I have gone for an interview.. no news yet. Really hope to get into fashion industry, however, it's never easy.. I know.


Well, since my plan is never good enough.. let's see what's God's ^^



All right... I shall fixed myself before getting into another new job too.


That's all for now... Night!


p/s: Fitness Innovations does have good fitness learning courses.. Do consider and visit Fit Website for more information yeah... or you shall contact me.. I still able to provide information for you...^^

HOT NEWS!!

Ignatius Charles...


an Old friend of mine...




I thought he might turn to gayism one day...











not because he is dark, but because of his uncle-look and lameness.










However... the little dark boy finally has grown up....

















and....






He is now...

















a BIG boy...










p/s: Don't throw shoe to me.. I am jz trying to protect his secret lol...












Sleep tight... don't wonder too long what secret i know ok?



Ciao




^O^

Why Women Cry

Beautiful story that everyone should read.. especially Man...

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."


Tell this to every man, so he can understand!

Isn't this a beautiful story that gives me a great reason and explanation that I easily tear? (I would use tearing instead of crying because, I tear.. does not mean I am crying.. lol)


I love the way 'Why woman cry' is presented.

.Lovely.

Junction

I find myself standing at a junction.

There are way too many directions, where do I stand?

Where should I head to?



So many things floating in my mind. I am loosing my focus.


This sentence that taught by Uncle Joshua in the Master Builder (bible study) class is still clear in my mind- Do not make any decision if you can't. Many times in my life I tend to decide base on my own human strength and wisdom simply because I am impatient in waiting for an answer.

It's proven in that kind of situation, I normally make the worst and stupidest decision.

True enough, Do not make any if you can't one.


In our daily lives, there are thousands and millions and billions of decisions and choices we have to make. Picking the right and best one is doubtfulness the hardest things to do, some times.


My faith tend to fluctuate at times.
Thankfully, Holy Spirit will turn me back to the right road each time.



So here I pray...
Lord, You know what's best for me... and You know best what and what not to do. Now I commit myself into Your hands, and pray for Your grace and mercy in leading me through the junction where I am standing now. Show me Your way, that I will not go into the wrong path again. Grant me Your wisdom, strength, love, peace and mercy for my daily lives. Walk ahead of me to lead me, behind me to push me and around me to protect me. I put myself in Your hand, and please take control of the situation.

Your plan, is always the best plan.
Your way, is always the best way.

Show me Your way and Your plan... so I will be able to follow Your steps.

In Your mighty and most beautiful name I pray, Amen!


Another day has passed. It's time to prepare myself for another day again.



Time for devotion and bed.



night!

It's been days..

that I did not update my blog.


No reason.


Maybe because my emotion and thoughts were messy, I can't put them into words...


Hmm... anyway life is still good. God is still working in my life. I see His blessings, love, grace, mercy and patience towards me.

Each time I fall, He catches me...
When I am down, He lifts me up...
When I am in doubt, He confirms me with His mighty flow of plan...


What a good God.



So, I have learned to not make any decision, when I can't...


Trust all in the Lord, and lean not on my own understanding.

He is mighty enough to settle everything that I can't.




Almighty God.



Faithful and Just.




Can't stop loving Him.

It is Never easy...

to stand strong when things started to suppress on you because physically, you are not strong enough...
It is never easy too, to keep your head high all day long as you will tend to be tired...
It is even tougher to sing praises and dance around when your emotion is so down as you are filled with emotions...
It is never easy... to keep your energy high up on the mountain.. as you have limited strength in a day.



Never Easy...


That's why I need God...

... to back, support, embrace, push me from the back, lead in front of me... and also to grant me strength, wisdom, favour, love, peace and joy to go through each day!



I will dry up... if I stop growing in the Lord...



So, Eva Sam shall continue to stand strong... and rely on God in any situation...





Not easy.. but AMEN!