A question to ponder...

My church is having a family camp on 3rd-6th June 2007, Sunday to Wednesday. Needless to say, I would have to apply leave for three days if I would to go (I've paid RM50 deposit last Sunday)!


At dinner table, Daddy asked me about the camp's date and time. Good question for myself too! Three days of classes, consist of 11 hours that I would miss if I am going.

11 Hours...
... I would have to miss a lot of lectures.


11 Hours...
.. Will I be able to cope with that?



36 hours...
... at least I would have to loose, in making my Public Relation more perfect and completing it!
* I have PR paired asg due on 8th June before12pm.


Tough decision...

So What Now?

Definitely, I would love to be there... with all my church members to experience God in a special way.

BUT, is the timing good?
Is this the best choice?
Is this what the Lord wants me to do?




I am desperately at the junction...

God?
or
Study?


Right?
or
Left?


Go?
or
Stay?

What do you think, my friend?
I need guidance....




.................


Eva signing off with a long sigh....

Speechless Hands~

Ever since my trip back from Melaka.. things have changed!


I find myself got no peace in writing anything in my blogs, got no mood to even sit down in front of my pc for longer hours...


what a terrible trip that was... a terrible trauma to me!


Until today, I could not really write as smooth as I want. The peace has gone! The joy was diminished~


I need a restoration of strength, love, peace and joy from our Mighty God, to help me in gaining trust in some ppls again. It is never easy... Due to the emotional damaged that was done.



Well, I do hope I could come out from it soon to live my life well again. You may think that Im exegerrating, BUT, you are not me, therefore you will never understand my feelings and hurts. Definitely I do not expect human to understand my situation, cos that's what human could never do BUT ONLY the Lord Jesus could do.



New semester starting in few hours' time. I pray... really hard that nothing can hinder me from serving the Lord with all my heart and distracting my study. Before all that, Lord I pray that You could help me through this incident and bring me back to the CG again.. Amen!