HOT NEWS!!

Ignatius Charles...


an Old friend of mine...




I thought he might turn to gayism one day...











not because he is dark, but because of his uncle-look and lameness.










However... the little dark boy finally has grown up....

















and....






He is now...

















a BIG boy...










p/s: Don't throw shoe to me.. I am jz trying to protect his secret lol...












Sleep tight... don't wonder too long what secret i know ok?



Ciao




^O^

Why Women Cry

Beautiful story that everyone should read.. especially Man...

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."


Tell this to every man, so he can understand!

Isn't this a beautiful story that gives me a great reason and explanation that I easily tear? (I would use tearing instead of crying because, I tear.. does not mean I am crying.. lol)


I love the way 'Why woman cry' is presented.

.Lovely.

Junction

I find myself standing at a junction.

There are way too many directions, where do I stand?

Where should I head to?



So many things floating in my mind. I am loosing my focus.


This sentence that taught by Uncle Joshua in the Master Builder (bible study) class is still clear in my mind- Do not make any decision if you can't. Many times in my life I tend to decide base on my own human strength and wisdom simply because I am impatient in waiting for an answer.

It's proven in that kind of situation, I normally make the worst and stupidest decision.

True enough, Do not make any if you can't one.


In our daily lives, there are thousands and millions and billions of decisions and choices we have to make. Picking the right and best one is doubtfulness the hardest things to do, some times.


My faith tend to fluctuate at times.
Thankfully, Holy Spirit will turn me back to the right road each time.



So here I pray...
Lord, You know what's best for me... and You know best what and what not to do. Now I commit myself into Your hands, and pray for Your grace and mercy in leading me through the junction where I am standing now. Show me Your way, that I will not go into the wrong path again. Grant me Your wisdom, strength, love, peace and mercy for my daily lives. Walk ahead of me to lead me, behind me to push me and around me to protect me. I put myself in Your hand, and please take control of the situation.

Your plan, is always the best plan.
Your way, is always the best way.

Show me Your way and Your plan... so I will be able to follow Your steps.

In Your mighty and most beautiful name I pray, Amen!


Another day has passed. It's time to prepare myself for another day again.



Time for devotion and bed.



night!

It's been days..

that I did not update my blog.


No reason.


Maybe because my emotion and thoughts were messy, I can't put them into words...


Hmm... anyway life is still good. God is still working in my life. I see His blessings, love, grace, mercy and patience towards me.

Each time I fall, He catches me...
When I am down, He lifts me up...
When I am in doubt, He confirms me with His mighty flow of plan...


What a good God.



So, I have learned to not make any decision, when I can't...


Trust all in the Lord, and lean not on my own understanding.

He is mighty enough to settle everything that I can't.




Almighty God.



Faithful and Just.




Can't stop loving Him.

It is Never easy...

to stand strong when things started to suppress on you because physically, you are not strong enough...
It is never easy too, to keep your head high all day long as you will tend to be tired...
It is even tougher to sing praises and dance around when your emotion is so down as you are filled with emotions...
It is never easy... to keep your energy high up on the mountain.. as you have limited strength in a day.



Never Easy...


That's why I need God...

... to back, support, embrace, push me from the back, lead in front of me... and also to grant me strength, wisdom, favour, love, peace and joy to go through each day!



I will dry up... if I stop growing in the Lord...



So, Eva Sam shall continue to stand strong... and rely on God in any situation...





Not easy.. but AMEN!