It's been quite some time since I last written something here. I notice "It's been quite some time...." is one of my unconscious favorite opening each time I come back after a long time.
Well, it's really nice to read back some of my own writing. It feels like, you are reading what 'your friend' has written some time ago. I can hardly remember what I have written and some of the time I used to admire a little "wooo... I didn't know I could write..." that sort of feeling lol.
Im having another new stage of my life since last month.
Yeah, I have changed of my job... and even the industry. My life is totally different now ever since I stepped out of office job. It's more relaxing... less complicated. Workload is there, yet people are more real.
Yes... more Real.
I dislike office politics. Very much. The rules and regulations normally kill my joy. I am not sure whether Im a person that Love FREEDOM that much or... I work better w/o restriction.
Anyhow half working for myself is definitely more freestyle than under any corporation. At least my time is in my control. I each how much I work. That's more fair than... working for others.
Talking about pay, I earn more... definitely as I fully utilise the time that I have. In contrast, I have less time for myself. I am still struggling at the moment, to adjust my biological body to the timing.
I still direction, clear direction from the Father from Heaven. Whether should I work for myself fully or should I stay in the current condition as I also work half day under Kindergarten. Waking up early every morning, that's my weakness. It's hard to get a cheerful and joyous day if I do not get enough rest. As church activities are packed up, I could hardly sleep early. That is the reason why waking up early is difficult.
Future seems nice and beautiful. I always have a peaceful and lovely picture about it. Now all I have to do is to wait on the Lord... for His timing... to see my blossom future. All I need is to go even closer to Him, and He will bless me in a way where I can never imagine.
What an awesome God I have.
Though I have forsaken Him... countless time. Yet, He has never... ever leave me a single step.
I have to learn to cling on Him more... No ONE but HIM alone could satisfy my needs.
No ONE could do all things, but Him.
Him alone is worthy.
He is soooooooooooo worthy to be praise.
Almighty God!!!!
