Monday, April 30, 2007

E.M.O. II

What happened?
When I would cry for a small little thing?

What happened?
When I should be having fun, yet, a call could make me drop from heaven to earth...


Cry..
the best way to release the bitterness.
the best way to at least, let myself be weak for a moment


That's my world, and it belongs to me!
When there's no one around the toilet, I could release myself... for some minutes

I needed that~


A moment to be weak...
A moment to say, I'm not strong and I needed protection!






Melaka Trip

Going Melaka with my CG members tml.. keep us in prayer yeah! Pray for journey mercy and we will have great fellowship with one another...

Thanks!


See u soon...


Saturday, April 28, 2007

Back from CF camp

Well, Im back from the 4 days 3 nights CF camp. I could conclude the whole camp with one word- Awesome!

We can see non-believers singing praises, ppls are touched by God and cried before His throne. Worship sessions were good, God's presence is so wonderful moving around everyone. Each and everyone of us got touched, the impact is Great!

The first day, everyone was a bit distance as we do not know each other, some ppls have never known each other before the camp. However, after the dinner when we got into our group, the bond built up really fast. Ppl are enjoying and having fun forming grp names and creating the grp cheers. We got The One, Fu-Yo Holicks, Be A Star, MOrning Star, Lamers, Ka Boom, P.H.A.T 9 and Lucky no. 7. Forgive me for you know my short term memory aight? We have funny funny cheers and there comes Sarah Jane's split, and from then onwards the guys were so amazed by the split and the *split* thingy keep coming on and on. Lol it's really fun and funny to see a big grp of ppl using the hands to do the split sign ahah...

The next morning session 1, Pastor Sivin Kit was our invited speaker has done a wonderful sharing with us about how to engage ourselves, about knowing our strengths and weaknesses and how to Build on strengths and Work on our weaknesses. The song Who Am I was used as a tool to lead us into the message in understanding who we really are and where are we belongs to. It was really impactful, to listen and see how God use him to bless us. I couldn't stop my tears when I feel the Lord embraced me telling me how much He loves me. A wonderful God He is, yesterday, today and forever! Im glad that Im part of His Kingdom and Im one of His beloved children, what a wonderful privilege I have to worship the Almighty God Jesus the Lord! In the workshop session, Calvin Teh from AYA shared more in depth about the same topic after Pastor Sivin to further demonstrate how we shld do in applying the theory into our lives.

We had telematch games which we were required to go over the spider web one by one w/o touching the strings, passing the hula hoop with grp members holding hands standing in a circle and the last one was the crossing skipping rope w/o touching our body parts in 8 mins. It was fun when you see the grp members come and united together to score as much as they can. Later after all the hot games, many of us couldn't wait and next jump in the cooling chilling sea and have fun it was really cool and fun.

The night session (session 2), the topic was about relationship that we have with friends, family and church. Pastor Sivin Kit used practical ways in showing us how important for us to link our lives to these three elements. Later on, Calvin add on to share about r/ship which open up many ppl's eyes to know about God's definition of relationship.

The 3rd day, morning we had session 3- engaging ourselves into the world after the worship session. It was really practical to learn about we, Individuals are circulated by the Church that's circular by the World. Pastor Sivin used the Father's Song in showing how much love God has for us before we know about Him or love Him. Many hearts were touched, many tears were shed for Him. Later on, altar call was done wonderfully. We see ppl come up front asking for prayer, including ppl who wanna rededicated to Christ, longing to seek Him and on the probation in entering His Kingdom. Awesome, really awesome!

After lunch and free time, we had telematch again which we were required to pass the water balloon to the member at the back one to one, and another puzzle game. Lastly, we had the very super killing game, tug of war that causes us to have blisters, cuts, and Zen almost black out after the 2nd time of playing. I hate this game the most cos it always cause me pain but not joy...


After dinner and wonderful Praise and Worship session, it was treasure hunt hour. We were asked to find enveloped that contained some Red and Yellow Keys with map from different different locations. Unexpectedly, my grp The One got the first place. It's quite shocking cos we were so clueless due to the confusing instruction of the game. Praise God for leading us. Later on, we had a great time in the Drama session. Seeing many talented and lame ppl acting is fun and entertaining. None of us can ever stop laughing seeing the creative ppl acting in different roles.


The 4th morning, it's about time to pack our stuff to come back home. It was hard for all of us to leave one another after the 4 days 3 nights fellowship in PD. In the testimony session, ppl keep coming up to share about how they have experienced the camp and how much they were blessed through all the sessions and worship and fellowship. To the committee, these are a great encouragement after all the effort and tough times. Praise the Lord that it work out really well...

All the worship sessions were great too! Imagine ppls jumping for the Lord, and also times where ppl raising the hands and soak in God's presence. Awesome, that's the only word I could use! Definitely, all glory to the Lord as we know w/o His grace, all the touching scene could nv be seen. Things jz fall into place where it seems so impossible to coordinate the worship well. But by His grace and glory, it went really well... all the worship sessions are wonderfully done. Many souls got touched and many tears were shed due to the perfect love our God has.

It proved to all committee members, nothing is ever impossible cos everything is possible for God through prayer. Wonderful God, pray that the camp effect will continue to burn throughout our lives and will nv die after some time.


For those who did not make it for the camp, it's really a great loss. Try to join us next time and have a life changing experience!!!


Amen!

Monday, April 23, 2007

23th-26th Inti CF camp

I will be away for four days...Going to CF camp 2007 later (in few hours time)

will be there until 26th April. Keep us bunch of monkeys in prayer, that we will be safe and sound and everything will be in God's control...

I do not know what will happen, having a little fear here that something might happen. I knwo the devil is here to destroy... so pls keep us in prayer.

My eye got swollen all the sudden jz now. Pray that it will be alright tml morning (later 7am la) so that I will be able to go for camp. I do not have any of my allergy with me anymore therefore, pls do.. keep me in prayer. I can't afford to miss the camp due to my responsibility and duty that I have. Thanks!

Sunday, April 22, 2007

How well u know me?

Hehe.. I also want to see how well my friends know me. John Gan, all your fault.. make me played it.. You better let me see how well u know me ahha



Leaderboard
Create your own Friend Test here


Feel free to try, I WON'T eat u up if u score zero ahahha...

23/4 1am
p/s: Some questions are not as easy as u think, Eva purposely make it tricky a little... so think twice before u select the answer. Hmm... I guess i might have to change the answer cos Bex has answered the right answer, but... eee... Sorry my dear Bex

Saturday, April 21, 2007

E.M.O

Talking about EMO, I think im quite emo-ish in certain ways...

Not many knows, only those who are close to me.

What will make me emo... to a certain extend.. make me cry?
  • Rainny day
  • Evening hour
  • Beach or Sea side
  • Memory 'slide' show in my mind
  • Knowing how God loves me
  • Seeing all God's blessings on me
  • Realising how many lovely ppls He has put around me
  • Receiving something special
  • Watching a show that's touchy, sad, lovely, meaningful....
  • Smelling rain...
  • etc.
There are more i believe but I jz can't recall them at this point of time. If u know of my short term memory, u will understand this...


Well, I do hope to know what is the reason for me being Emo for no reason some times. However, Only God knows the reason.


If so happen u realise that I sigh more than 3 times in the conversation with you, don't be offended. My dear Rebecca realised that today after the worship practice in church. lol
I myself did not notice about it for so many years. Wonder is that what I normally do during my past time In addition, Soo Teng told me that during my B2B paper Wai yee got so disturbed by me sighing non stop behind her ahahha Im sorry gal, I would never know if Soo Teng did not tell me.


What another talent that I have ahah

So, E.M.O => Sigh?

u tell me...

Thursday, April 19, 2007

The End of Semester 5

Ok, the last paper is over...


The two holidays have started... and soon the final semester will be ended...

Then my working life will be started...


Wednesday, April 18, 2007

What a BIG Misunderstanding

Happily went to the About Face for my Pedicure appointment. Reached about 10 plus, couldn't find any parking due to the morning market that placed just around the road. Turn more than 5 rounds. Finalyl got a parking. Got down from the car and walk to the shop, eee, the shop is not open.

So I called Liz, the nail art artist. She said she's there in the shop, then I told her im outside the Pauline clinic right next to it. She said, Oh im not in that shop, I will come to pick u up. So I waited 10 min under the hot sun (im standing under the roof but the sun just come diagonally if u could picture it). Yeah, sms her saying i'll wait for her in the car cos it's too hot outside. Then she called and ask me again about some new market stuff. Then come the best question I have ever asked:"not the one in OUG?" Then she... "argh? you are in OUG? not RAWANG?" Gosh, who knows where Rawang is... I haev no idea which part of the map it is placed how could I ever make appointment on that side?


-_-"


So, she asked me whether I could change date... I said NO. cos i've waited for her appointment for some days di... No any longer waiting. Look at my toes... u better don't imagine how..'Pretty' it looks!


So, I came back home with sweats and emotional sweat... she will arrive in OUG in more than 1 hours time. Sigh. thought I can get it done asap then continue my study...


Alright, nothing can be changed. Let's get the study started and wait for her...

Pedicure

Back from my pedicure session... ok, after all Im satisfied and happy with Liz's service and skill..

she gave me offer price RM30 for pedicure plus a bit of drawing... worth it!


Ask me to show me my toes when I see u!

ciao


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

12 Ways to Improve Your Relationships and Your Life


Got this from my church's e-bulletin... Let's try to practice these...



  1. Choose to be happy rather than right in your relationships. This will prevent a lot of arguing!
  2. Repeat in your mind: "It doesn't matter" when you can't stop arguing (yeah.. if only I know it earlier... )
  3. Pay it forward. For every kind deed offered to you, do a kind deed for someone else. (yeah. try to bottom up the blessings so the Lord will be able to pour more in continously... Amen huhu)
  4. Write thank-you notes frequently (true but.. will ppl get frustrated with all the small small papers I stuff into their begs???). The energy of gratitude feeds happiness.
  5. Smile -- even if you don't feel like it. You eventually will! (YES, that's right...)
  6. When you think a complimentary thought about someone -- tell them ( I normally do.. some times scare to call on the wrong timing).
  7. Refrain from making judgments -- think something positive instead.
  8. Ask your angels to flow the energy of happiness to your loved ones (Angles will be so bz then... flying north.. south... east.. west... I got so many loved ones that needed the Lord and blessings ).
  9. Hug someone (who should I go???????) -- tightly.
  10. Ask your children (Thank God I don have any at the moment, in the future I definitely will eheh) to tuck you in bed and read you a story for a change.
  11. Give some service to someone who is more needy than you (hmm.. anyone want some lectures from Eva???) .
  12. Pray with your spouse (ok.. obviously I don have any at the moment...future one would be) and also with your family once a day (sadly they are not believers... sigh).
























Last paper

My last paper, advertising will be held on Thu 19th April 2007 for 2007 Jan Session.


I should be paying my full attention and effort in accomplishing the exam
and semester. However, Im fully in the mood to take up my notes
again. The impact of B2B paper has very much affected me with the hung
over~


Gosh... I better.... go study now! No matter what, how, and etc!


... Walk away just walk away.....


B2B paper is over...

Well, the paper is over, I hope I am not 'over' too.


Memorised everything, BUT, the one that I can use is so minimised. Lecturer said paper is NOT tough, when all of us look at the question paper, our face turn purple, red, pink, blue, green, and black. Ok, it's NOT easy, NO!!!


I hope and pray hard that I did not flung the paper. When I see the lecturer outside the hall...

Eva: Miss, the paper super tough wei...
Miss: Where got? It's easy what...
Eva: The area you mentioned did not really cover...
Miss: Got what... got outsourcing....
Eva: But the area that I memorised.. didn get to... write in anywhere...
Miss: Don worry... I see you write a lot what..
Eva: Yeah, write alot does not promise anything. Yeah I was bullshitting actually... do not know what to write. You said the questions are very direct and straightforward.. but...
Miss: Don worry lar... you write a lot... sure ok one...
Eva: -_-"


Yeah.. I pray and hope so...


My right hand almost dropped off after writting so much of dono-what-to-call data inside. I've done all my duty to write as much as I can.. the left over duty is for the lecturer to choose what can be used and what can't be used... sigh...


Lord, I better 'throw' this to You and let You handle it...


Im OFF

Monday, April 16, 2007

Finished studying?????

Ok, I've finished memorised what I have to...


Hmm... feeling so.. weird as I've nv finished my study so many hours before exam. Scare that I might mixed up all the information that I've chewed and swallowed in my stomach. All the best to my fellow classmates who will be sitting the exam with me tml. All the best and May the Lord be with us when we read the Qs, understanding it fully and correctly (so not happily answering wrong answer), and able to write fast enough to finish the paper on time or earlier.

Yeah, I can sleep early tonight but y am I feeling so lost? Will go college earlier tml to re-write and memorise all the points again... Thank God for the fast memory He has given to me, this is the first time ever I did not suffer and cry in exam preparation. Cool wei! The Lord is almighty!

About the Escape I will do it later... Once both my papers are overed.

Escape...

Tell me, where can I go... to hide myself?

Tell me, what can I do, to not think about the world...

Tell me, can I one day.. rest my thoughts and... think nothing, worry nothing...


I need that escape!

Exam...

Exam is so near...


Im memorising... eating the key words... chewing.. digesting it...

NOW im having indigestion..


Yiak!

Friday, April 13, 2007

My answer to Mr. Eric Teng


Eric has wrote this post earlier in his blog...

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Howdie people,

Today we are going to talk about work ethics. Well, to generalised and to group them all up, Malaysians do not have proper work ethics. In a rude way to describe this eg: "Leave shit for other people to clean it up for you" or "Good things I own up, bad things-sorry la, go FLY kite"

Well sad to say this is what we are going through in the working world. Some even might say "Aiyah, working is like that one lar~~~" or some would say "Its a dog eat dog world out there" and the infamous "The fittest survive"- So judging from the last phrase, we are some animal whose instinct tells us to fight for survival? I am confused. ???

Well just a point to ponder-we human or no??


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At my second time of reading it...


Here comes my answer, u must click in order to see what I've written...


Hold your breath... get ready... and GO!





Don't kill me Eric Teng when you see this.. i just find it super extremely funny ahhahahhahahahhah... ok sorry im jz being noty aik?

Left Shoulder aching 2...

Hmm... I was stupid!

The most effective way to cure the pain?
  1. Place my hand and pray over it. Ask God to remove the pain so that I can concentrate on my study lor...
  2. Apply lar Yoko-Yoko, doink!!!!!

Ok, I've done the above instructions and applied Yoko-Yoko more than 2 times before I slept last night. This morning wake up... Hmm the pain left with like 20%.. Hihi Praise God for healing me with the Yoko-Yoko!!!! Also thank God I did not have to pay for the Therapy...



HuuHu...


Just sent out my cover letter and resume over to Ms. Naomi, to send it over to Digi Telecommunication. ^^ I'm a little worried in filling my contact with 012-3838xxx. Will they throw my resume straight to the rubbish bin? Or smarter way, recruit me immediately so they will conquer another Maxis user to theirs.. ahhahah



Keep me in Prayer.. Thanks and be blessed!!

Ok mission next is to fill up my stomach with some nice instant noodle and back to my study!


Gambate!!!!!


Greatly invite God's presence to be my companion of my exam preparation. Amen HuuHuu!!!

visit my multiply blog too

I've added plenty of photos in my multiply site...

Pay a visit to find more...


whoa...

OOOhhhh....


I just remembered that I have registered as Multiply's member....

My short-term memory... *faint*


Thursday, April 12, 2007

Left Shoulder aching...

For no reason, Im having this back ache since morning, which caused me having problem in breathing. WHY? because whenever I breath deeper the muscle or whatever will ache... it's super painful like needle is poking my heart (yeah it links from the back to dono where.. somewhere near the heart I believe...) Went to the same Therapy I mention before with mummy and Shellies. The decision was made around 8.50pm when I was complaining about the back pain to her. As she has promised mummy before to bring her along the next round we visit, so three of us rushing for making appointment and out for the massage.

Reached there around 9.20pm (suppose to reach by 9pm, the lady said, but Halo, that can't happen as my house is not next to Taipan). So, we are only allowed to take the one hour package cos they needs to close shop at 11pm. Ok I shall not explain in detail about the massage part and taking clothes off part...



Anyway... this time I notice this place's massage is far too MILD to me, I need something that's stronger. As in, I will at least feel bone-breaking during the massage and bone-loosing after the massage la. That's why I pay for it right? This one is a little bit, like soothing my skin instead of loosening my muscle. Well, yeah I got muscle although it's loosen after few months of not exercising and dancing. I don't care at this moment, the focus is to study until I graduate... of course I need some 'extra relaxing moment' (shopping..) for myself other than study. So, I shall try Thai massage next round instead of this.. more of like skin-caring massage. Well, where to find will be a good question for me. If you know any, pls do inform me I would love to try.



Darn.. still aching since morning till now. Kinda... sorry to use the word PISSED! Imagine you need to breath harder to feel better but you cant!!! Well if I press correctly on the aching part I would be able to take a deep breath cos it would hurt that much.. but still pain...


Keep me in prayer... sigh~ The massage did not help at all. Thank God I need not have to pay for it, thanks to my very DEAR sister-in-law Shellies who give me a treat this time hihi (she sign the package and got 1 time free.. that's what I'd used...hihi) Good enough!!! Im happy, but pls.. I wanna take my breath...

oh yeah, it hurts when I move any part of my body that stretch that very Particular piece of muscle too.... %^&&**

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Final Exam

Exam is next week...

Im still preparing and writing notes here... keep me in prayer so that I will be able to achieve result that is able to Glorify His name.

1st paper
Tue 17/4, 12-3pm, Business to Business
Thu 19/4, 4-6pm, Advertising


Praise Report, i scored A in my B2B coursework~ A very shocking and amazing thing that happen after so many semester. Praise God for granting me wisdom and blessing me with strength when Im going tru tough times. Without Him, I know I will nv get this good marks. With Him, I know Im save in His embrace... Amen! and Praise Him forever!

36 CHRISTIAN WAYS TO REDUCE STRESS



An Angel says, "Never borrow from the future. If you worry about what may happens tomorrow and it doesn't happen, you have worried in vain. Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice."

  1. Pray
  2. Go to bed on time.
  3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.
  4. Say No to projects that won't fit into your time schedule, or that will compromise your mental health.
  5. Delegate tasks to capable others.
  6. Simplify and unclutter your life.
  7. Less is more. (Although one is often not enough, two are often too many.)
  8. Allow extra time to do things and to get to places.
  9. Pace yourself. Spread out big changes and difficult projects over time; don't lump the hard things all together.
  10. Take one day at a time.
  11. Separate worries from concerns. If a situation is a concern, find out what God would have you do and let go of the anxiety. If you can't do anything about a situation, forget it.
  12. Live within your budget; don't use credit cards for ordinary purchases.
  13. Have backups; an extra car key in your wallet, an extra house key buried in the garden, extra stamps, etc.
  14. K.M.S. (Keep Mouth Shut). This single piece of advice can prevent an enormous amount of trouble.
  15. Do something for the Kid in You everyday.
  16. Carry a Bible with you to read while waiting in line.
  17. Get enough rest.
  18. Eat right.
  19. Get organized so everything has its place.
  20. Listen to a tape while driving that can help improve your quality of life.
  21. Write down thoughts and inspirations.
  22. Every day, find time to be alone.
  23. Having problems? Talk to God on the spot. Try to nip small problems in the bud. Don't wait until it's time to go to bed to try and pray.
  24. Make friends with Godly people.
  25. Keep a folder of favorite scriptures on hand.
  26. Remember that the shortest bridge between despair and hope is often a good "Thank you Jesus."
  27. Laugh.
  28. Laugh some more!
  29. Take your work seriously, but not yourself at all.
  30. Develop a forgiving attitude (most people are doing the best they can).
  31. Be kind to unkind people (they probably need it the most.
  32. Sit on your ego.
  33. Talk less; listen more.
  34. Slow down.
  35. Remind yourself that you are not the general manager of the universe
  36. Every night before bed, think of one thing you're grateful for that you've never been grateful for before. GOD HAS A WAY OF TURNING THINGS AROUND FOR YOU. "If God is for us, who can be against us?" (Romans 8:31)